Tell Me.
ok so it's still long..had to come back to fix all these typos..and just kept writing...ehh.shrug.
I miss you so much
to walk further is a trial.
my knees buckle and I feel weak without you near me.
Just keep walking fake a smile.
I miss you dearly
my insides boil.
I’ve never felt such toil
once I kissed you.
I started missing you
as blood misses the vein.
but I cannot tell you.
you care not.
and there were few before
but now.
it’s only been you
and I feel youre the last
oh, how I wish It were not true
but it’s done.
over.
you’re through.
youre are my curse, my gift.
my penance in life.
of a life of love.
there is no one but you.
I chose you.
if you leave
I’m through with the whole subject
it was only you
running through my vein
coursing my body
not for anybody
else.
nothing to gain
but love, true.
come to me when you know.
I’m the only one for you, my love.
I’m the only one who will see you through the pain.
with me?
you have everything to gain.
not as much as you believe to lose.
I didn’t mind you only wanted to use.
I’d take your pain and make it mine.
did you not see the signs?
I’ll wait until you do.
this was true.
wake up.
the love was true.
there is no one but you
forever.
and if I cannot move on?
if you cannot see what’s missing when I’ve gone.
that’s all there is
I wish you health and happiness.
but I’ll miss you and feel the lack of you.
throughout my life til through.
don’t you know?
I truly loved you.
it did not have to end.
sure we could slow it down
these things take time, especially this time around
when I know it’s true.
simply call my name.
I’d be there just the same.
nothing has changed.
a link tied tight between us both
was it all about growth?
love? or about us both?
youre all I’ve ever wanted.
you have my soul within a soul.
I’m sorry I was sold
so early.
I knew.
did you?
I wake up every day with a knife through my heart.
the pain cannot be overstated.
I ran you away
and I cannot re create it.
you won’t allow me to take it
and make it better.
my empathy feels yours every day.
and you won’t let me say
anything
I’ll take every single ounce of blame.
just give me back the same.
make what was yesterday
bright again
put color back into the world.
how it had been.
what is wrong with you?
you can’t believe fighting this.
is the right thing to do?
I don’t wanna wake anymore
dont wanna sleep anymore
I can’t implore you.
I’m sorry I always wanted it more.
but it’s poisoned me to my core.
and I can do nothing but know
I wasnt wrong about me.
but oh I was about you.
I just wanna open up the door
again.
I wanna be sure
again.
but instead I’m left to ignore
what cannot be ignored
even though I know it was sure.
give me what was before.
I don’t wanna let go.
you hear I can’t let go.
you’ll have to tell me no.
because I tried.
harder than you can imagine
and it’s knotted.
I can’t let go
almost like it knows what it’s doing
but what’s that mean to someone who ain’t listening or willing to chance the storm.
I’d never leave your side.
you’ve but to summon me.
and there I would be.
we could be free.
you single handed tamed me.
nobody else means a thing.
that’s how I knew
we should be what we always should’ve been.
I’m right here, you see?
you have an ally in me.
it just took a little time.
it wouldve worked out fine.
we can take all life has to give
all life has to throw.
all troubles and all woes
together we are strong
we are not wrong.
I stand beside thee..thick and thin
take care of you when you feel unwell.
I’ll stand in hell
with you.
and we couldve grown
together.
but ignore this tether
you pretend does not tie us together.
but you must tell me true.
because I do not believe you now.
that you do not feel the same.
I hear you through the wavelengths.
we are in sync.
remember, you asked me once
even though you pretend not to be.
just take to me.
be with me.
you know it’s right.
and you know it’s worth the fight.
come back to me.
I know it’s complicated
and it takes a little patience.
I promise we can have it all.
just fall.
fall back in line
I’ll be there for you til the end.
I give you a silent promise.
til the end of time.
youre mine.
done fighting fate.
we are too much alike
but not just enough to keep interest.
alone and afraid
that the other does not feel the same
and I promise I’m here for life.
you and I got all it takes to take life and it’s strife
jokes on me
I saw you as the love of my life.
and I was never the dreamer
but you made me a believer.
find me when you need me.
when youre ready to make the world ours.
our love will carry us through
the strength is all we need.
I love you.
it will always be
on a wavelength
that we had from the start
our need comes from the body, soul and heart.
oh you think I cannot see?
you and I can see.
find me.
I’ll be there waiting for thee.
who you are right now
is who I need and how
everything you hate in yourself
is already mine to give life.
oh how, youre everything I’ve ever wanted.
even if I’m rough around the edges
but so are you.
we can grow.
together.
if I can give you all you ever needed
if I’m not your dream
tell me what you need.
or if I’m simply a fool
tricked again.
push me away.
tell me the truth.
but done telling a lie.
don’t make me cry.
over a prideful lie.
if you need me
take me.
you know I’m yours forever.
set ourselves free.
we could be everything we ever need.
my love, just take the lead.
I’ll flow where you go.
yet silence reigns until I know you’ll choose me.
because I’m in denial as you will not speak.
it’s all I’ve got.
it would not be fair to anyone new.
so If you need me?
know for so long I’ve needed you so.
and I did not even know
till I made eye contact with you
remember? right there in that car seat.
we knew it then
do not lie.
if I was simply infatuation.
then tell me so.
if so move on silently.
but say the words.
you’re through.
don’t deny it, my dear
take it and I to you.
let it grow.
let it flow
and just watch what magic will ensue.
let me love you.
lll show you the meaning of love pure.
you and I.
and me and you.
we can make it through
trouble after trouble.
I’ll be by your side
we will see eachother through.
so come to me?
and I’ll be here for you
patiently.
it does not go away.
it will grow and grow.
life is forever.
the more I resist it?
the more it rules me.
it is how I knew.
and I’ll love you many a life to come.
in the grave, i’ll give a kiss to you.
this was not purely for fun
never been as serious for anyone but you.
just you
believe me.
it’s only always been you
and I never knew till I touched you
our lips touched
and then I knew
you and I?
will find a way.
cut it through.
I’ve got you.
will you have me?
so many of my passions scare away
but why did they you?
I know what darkness you hide.
you’ve no reason to shy
away from me.
I know your heart more than you say.
as I admit you know mine.
if you do not agree.
just don’t feel pain.
make the decision based on you only.
this is by the soul, the true choice we make
not for either sake..
our egos, different but souls are twinned
it’s not a sin.
but because fate brought us together.
let’s make it so.
let’s let it grow.
it’s you and I
and me and you.
you know it’s true.
done running.
against the world.
dont run
I gave up. I’m yours until you throw me away.
until then I’m hopelessly devoted to you.
I do not play for fun.
at least not since I was young
now I know what I want
but I can’t just take it, have it force it.
enforcing it is the notion of fools
and I lay on what I’ve got.
and all I have are the tools to make you understand..
like in hour glass in hand
youre hope dwindles like the sand
only.you could make time still the. speed up again
much to quickly.
til only a strand of me that leaves me sickly
those that resent me
could never understand
what u lo I. my heart
broken or not.
will always have the upper hand.
give me dry land.
fire me with your brand
for my straying days came to an end.
oh it’s true
every day apart my love grew and grew.
and yours weaken and weaker
but you be you
I’ll never forget you.
I’ll always be here when you need someone to see you all the way through.
to accept every piece of you.
come back to me.
and you will see.
you decide I should disappear.?
oh I’ll do so.
but don’t... you know it’s no good.
and if it’s over in your heart..
Then be the one too finish it
but use your words
do not ghost as that is not ending.
or I’ll see you in the next life.
maybe then our time will be.
perfection takes a many a life time.
so for now I’ll simply rhyme.
dont tell me goodbye yet.
but if you must say it boldly
you know that’s no the way.
Im telling you speak to me.
and say we are through.
say youre through.
otherwise I am here.
and I will not believe you.
was it the memories?
was it the physicality?
or was it deeper?
I’ve no doubt.
yet you do. I know what true connection is
beyond the normal.
merged in rays, unexplained
a soul recognizing a soul of their own
youre my home wherever we are.
you have but to say leave you alone.
otherwise I apologize.
I will always love you.
it’s just a fact of life now.
this is how it is now.
forever missing a piece of myself.
I never knew until you.
noone will ever be quite like you
do me the favor and say you despise
because your silence does not that at all.
it fact your holding onto something.
just tell me.
you’d find I agree.
or I’ll simply walk away and leave you be.
just answer me.
but the wavelength tells me something you won’t let leave your mouth.
what’s the about?
just tell me.
don’t ignore.
a message is a message.
what is the silence for?
when you believe we don’t have enough
to make it
check again.
we have it all
I’ll take care of you, protect you.
how can I convince you.
youre mine to show the truth of commitment.
mixed signals are not fair.
cut me open or take me to your arms.
don’t disarm what is right.
show me, if you still dare.
to go the distance.
or give up on love.
when it’s something.
not many ever get enough of.
it was giving to you
just to let it drown
then stay down.
don’t take the hand to bring you off the ground.
tell me.
lay it to rest
or let it burn.
I know we have it all waiting for us.
if you would have only stuck by me.
why did you not see.
you opened me up just to set me free.
the cruelty.
it was no more than I deserved.
but what I aimed shot straight.
youre the only one
you’ve been the only one
I could see me being the rest of my life with.
but it mattered not to you
tell me youre through and I will not believe you.
but I’ll still go quietly away.
our mind, our egos. they are not tied
but in the soul its already done.
please do not find out to late.
it isn’t up for debate
it wasnt me
it wasnt you.
it’s who we were together.
and you threw it away.
but I’ll only be true
to you.
have you ever fell in love with someone body, mind and soul?
I don’t recommend It because once they run.
you’ll spend the rest of your life searching for a double.
and it can’t be found.
nor do you want to.
don’t you know everything I did?
was all for you.
everything I had would have been yours.
better to love and lost they say.
now I’m not so sure.
the caliber of such a debilitating emotion.
I’d rather be 6 feet under beneath the ocean.
then part from you.
you make the words stop.
I shall write of you no longer.
but the pain will linger.
long after I am dead.
and you said.
my heart would be safe with you.
what a lie.
I believed you.
and I’d never believed anyone before.
so why did I you?
it was a lie.
all you did was make me cry.
a feat unto itself.
so congratulations are in order.
we stood on a border of true happiness
there is no one else like you.
not for me.
will you give me you?
a life perfect.
I know we are older.
but you and I belong together.
we have lessons to learn together.
show me your world babe.
I’ll show you mine
we have everything to learn from one another.
the beauty is there
the chemistry is there
the love is there.
the protection is there.
but walk away
my dear you do not understand what
you have here.
but run far.
maybe I’ll catch you.
or maybe I’ll let you slip away.
if you didn’t want it.
I love you too dearly to force a thing upon you.
but don’t you see?
it happened for a reason.
you are the reason.
it’s the season
it was cold don’t you remember.
my eyes met yours and I knew it was then.
we would be together forever
but shun me
hate me
make up reasons to hate me.
when deep down you need me
I can feel it.
I’m yours forever.
no lie
the tears I cry
are those of patience
that’s true love.
come here.
and we can have it all.
just give me a call.
when youre ready.
ill be there for you.
through it all.
nothing you’ve ever had before.
I’ll show you everything you’ve ever wanted
yet never have before.
watch and see.
walk away.
it’s a crime
I’ll continue to rhyme.
don’t matter when.
I’ve got you an enternity
I am you and you are me.
refuse to give in.
or cut the tie
then say so and let it lie.
but do it on your own feelings.
not because you doubt me at all.
I don’t speak false.
when you fall I fall.
I’ll catch you solid.
do you know what you did?
or do you care.
it wasn’t fair.
but somehow I know
our game ain’t done yet.
we have more to do
my love, you just don’t realize it yet
share my world with me?
you’ll never regret it.
I’ll show you how.
and that’s it.
I love you now and how.
watch and see.
we could’ve played til it was you and me.
it was in stone
our blood travels in eachother veins.
remember that.
youve nothing left but gain
between you and I.
tell me true? or use your words
and tell me you lied.
forget that Ill want to die.
be you.
tell me.
and tell me true.
what it’s gonna be.
a fearful empty life
or me and you?
you think I cannot see?
you want to be free
but you won’t let go of me?
I see.
everything I have is for you
ask me to prove it
I would.
This fire was electrical.
water could not douse these all consuming flames
it must be smothered.
Even then we ended up burnt.
just can we go back to what we were?
I never pleaded before for someone I needed.
it’s a first.
but I cannot say I do not thirst.
for all that we were
and could be again.
I don’t wanna learn to crawl anymore.
I wanna keep a stand.
fight resilience with what’s left of me
tell me.
watch me amend.
as it demands
and here I am stranded.
tell me
what I saw, and I’ll be here til whatever end.
C.R.S.
these pure emotion poems are never meant to be anything fancy. it's just therapeutic and from the heart...I seriously don't put up anything big (big not as in length) until I know it's finished for good..these just come out and often repeat same lines as other love poems...this is on purpose...
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