You Know.
It was a song. A tune ..chords done... Chorus and all...but I just instead decided to write out without thinking to hard about it ..and it lost song form..
I cannot begin to explain.
I’ve been in this game
I go against the grain.
Sure it’s so hard to feel shame.
But Ill give it a shot, I’ll try to tame
But the whip leaves lashes I like
So all I want is to feel it again.
So tell me again.
I’ve known you too long
yet only just now do I see
I’ve lain in your ideas
Those ideas you felt unimportant.
..but your wrong
You yourself are art.
Just show me
Be brave enough to know me
Please, as a walking entity strong
Can I walk next to you
Your just like me
Both strong as I am so.
Strong then weak.
Be true.
At the very least to give the taming I need.
I’m not only just ghostly shadow
Yet I’ll not be more than is due.
Just watch me and how I go with the flow.
I’m not here to make you change
I’m here to make you move
If anything by me, just stay by me
I do not know how to go without that which is you.
No Ive done what I’m not proud.
ghastly things that I never sounded out.
full of pride. Yet I’ll take your side
I can tame it to silence..
Until one of us decides they want it.
I can see you in my mirror
I could say that to take you
Would make me inferior
But I’ve always felt it since.
Your eyes are a servant and always a servant for me
And don’t hide amongst your uncertainties
Because I am here....you always knew what this was anyways.
Your eyes mirror me
Your eyes need.
Now harder I’ll have to agree quicker
Than ever you see?
As the soul is free.
I know not how else to be.
And it’s always gotten the better of me
Cut me blinded me when I once could see.
Unneeded?
perhaps?
Can it be freed?
Up to you now, is it not?
Give me the title of this mystery
And I’ll show you what it means to be
Here.
But keep being coy..keep being shut
I have the eye..I see more than you know..
it’s why I’m sticking
close to you..
Willing to sit and watch it through.
And i’m bound too..
As this could really cut my life in two
And why?
God knows
You know I woke up when I saw you
You know I slept knowing your above my morality.
You don’t know me
When you do you’ll hate me
All you had to do was tell me to go.
But I went ahead and like a fool planted a seed.
You won’t agree until you do indeed.
Then you’ll truly see.
Then you’ll truly see.
Your free until your chained
A prisoner next to me.
you have your answer
You know you do
And your surely understanding
Though All I get is your disappearing.
And I’ll gladly disappear
Say the word I’m gone
Say the word
I’m there.
The concept is too easy
You know how I feel.
But I won’t soon forget you.
I’m fairly certain you would not forget me.
Can you?
If so why not free it?
And put a closed sign when an open could be.
I wrote so fast a song.
a song that does not quite fit
As my true mind never quits
I feel it would be imprudent
We both know this what if?
Yet, as at this moment
there has been a shift
But I understand.
From your side more than you think.
Two souls inevitably linked
I understand fate lines always drawn In the sand.
Waiting to be washed over by the tide again redrawn. Returned. again and again.
I am spellbound by those when I see their soul before their face
And I’ll just draw my own lines with my hand.
Sand like skin my hand can trace.
because I could not love you more than I should
It rather hurts when I can’t be true to who I could
Such coincidences give me pause
Because I try to follow these human laws
But I’d rather see you come alive
You know I feel what I feel
So why the pain and strife?
I’m here when you need
I’m here when you bleed.
Not just what I taste
But that I can draw your sickness away.
To cut the anchor that keeps me drowned
Those anchors dragging us around.
You know how I feel
Just look deeper inside.
And you’ll find me there.
More so than looking me in the eye.
And what a rare trick that is?
If you look me in the eye
You’ll find all the answers.
But feel your intuition and look inside
It’s easier and I promise it does not lie.
Eyes can tell truths but eyes can also tell lies
Inside
Inside the soul does not lie.
Up all night again
As I’m never tired
I can’t say goodbye
Thinking over and over why
Why now has this happened?
It’s older than we thought
Do I make you tired?
You’d be the first that didn’t run and hide.
Am I something worth the fight?
I feel sometimes I’m simply a floating soul
A string that’s cut to a kite.
Forever in the sky.
But foolish I am not.
My head is never in the clouds
I see to much and to too much am I tied.
But I swear there was a light in your eyes.
And there’s more to me, though I wear no disguise
Ive no excuse, no reason why
Don’t ask as I simply cant see goodbyes
You know how I feel babe
Help me out
Or cut loose the twine and let me out.
Excorcise me.
And don’t turn about.
You won’t regret that you cut me out.
I wish I could lie but you would never regret it.
Forgetting and turning away. Turning about.
What happens to souls that mirror one another?
It’s a crash and burn or an eternal lover.
Being anothers simply makes it harder.
But here and now this will not dull.
As It’s in the soul
The connect was there long ago
And you know.
It feels like electricity
Jumping to and fro
Through the vein of fate
Ill make you feel what you lack
Ill help you keep what you take.
But life is not kind to missteps
So I stay still just of yet.
As it’s what you want
I don’t wait long.
I’m no fool
I get the meanings under this charade
I know how to keep a game being played
excuse the language but I know what’s behind the bullshit
I just have yet to quit
So for now I simply sit
And I don’t even know when or how
But make no mistake
as it’s much to late
To back out now.
Was this a song?
It was, until I realized it was a confession.
And you know how I feel.
I’ve never been bad at this particular profession.
But you know how I feel.
And you did when our eyes first met.
Im not wanting to steal.
Or make any deals
I’m here to simply heal.
What I know I can.
All you have to do is ask me again.
C.R.STANGER
(C)2022
Was a song...had a chorus ..kept writing...running thought ..nothing truly poetical...but putting it up anyways...I always have a lot to say...shrug
.. a lot of naked lady pic to choose from on this site.. I love old classical..."classy" women paintings..this is one of my favs..genius...the mirror and lounger and well all of it...amazing symbolism. To much to be pointed out..Obviously was meant to be a song...as it has bullshit in it...my.poetry I do not cuss
Of course I came back to fix a typo and saw things I didnt like and wrote more and fleshed it out more ..in my true fashion..but I think it's for sure finished now...I like my rhythms to flow so I had to add more.
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