Sitting here
Sitting here looking at myself
Sitting here thinking looking in my life doing my own inventory I don’t know whether to scream cry take a deep breath and make changes. Sitting here looking at the same walls thinking about my life my past and present my future I cry i scream in silence. Each day as I go through life living it for everybody no one sees the inside i am screaming and crying and wanting so much more for myself to do for myself first. I sit here and keep telling myself my time will come my parents will be gone my son soon will be grown/happy and me happy my time will come to live my life as each day week and month passes then darkness comes upon me when they see that further from my reach. I sit here knowing what to do how to do it but feel torn on why I shouldn’t to put my family first myself last. So is every day I go through life with a smile with the will to live for everyone around me and pray to God that I have the strength and the wisdom and the serenity to do the right thing.
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