So tried of being me, by Century.G | poems, essays, and short stories in Poeticous

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Century.G

So tried of being me

Myself

I am so tried of being me hearing my in every way mom, sister, daughter, Nina even auntie. I want a brake from all that as much as I love is as much as I am tried of being me. I know I can’t stop life from happening but I wish as peoe want me to do for them and help fix their issues they would do the same in return but life don’t happen that way that’s why I am so tried of being me. Being in love and giving yourself unconditionally is a amazing but not getting it back and and feeling scarf and empty is why I am tried of being me. Day by day I scream to myself clawing out of my own skin the tears I cry alone so no see seem so painful they seem ters of blood I am tried of being me. Being sk anger or sad I want to drive into a wall and no longer feel but I am not selfish so i won’t but in my head I know one thing I AM SO TRIED OF BEING ME. The small glimpse I get to be century or babe gives something to hang on to an strive for being a mom gives me light so I will keep those and go on each day as GOD wish for me!

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