The walls within
The walls within
Deep inside I hold everything to myself I express only so much to friends or family.
As I try to let go the hurt the anger and pain it just sits deep inside me filling me up.
I stare at the walls I see darkness I look in the mirror I see red in my eyes deep inside I feel like I am going to exploded.
I see myself cry it’s tears of blood that come from all I hold to myself I never cry so anyone one could see I am always the strong one.
I smile I laugh I teach I live life but deep inside I am a whole other person.
I cry no one see its I yell no one hears it the pain deep inside no one will ever see.
I look at the four walls that are around me I see black I see red I feel heat I see it all spin it’s not room it’s me my head my heart it has reached the bottom of a well that is dried out and Abandoned. I am still reaching up for hope still believe someday I will might see light as for now I will sit here with pain, loss, anger, hatred and loneliness.
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