Toy friend
Love has never worked for me. Even when I was young it was elusive. I was never quite “good enough ”for the boys I cared for . Just a plaything for their amusement, a toy friend to play with until the love of their life came along ... Someone to simply use, enjoy my company, a pretty girl on their arm but not worthy enough to become their wife. And so I continued on my quest to find “ the one”.... My elusive soul mate, someone with whom I could depend upon when I was sick or in trouble, who would not turn from me when lines began their journey across my once beautiful face... Then, I found you. My perfect man . You looked beneath the mask of allure, saw the woman I could be if love was allowed to grow here, saw the mother I would become to our unborn children. You saw me
(2014)
