"Ill watch the sky burn and rain down ash uppon this world. All in your name. what should I have done?was their other choices or was this the only enebitable conclusion. i supose it dosent matter when the worlds turned to hell but im not stoping here. i will let you see all of yours bloody and broken.they’ll cry your name for help but your miles away. being a villian it aint so easy but Damn... I didnt see another choice.

Why o god why wasent it difrent for me. signs mabe i could have read difrently or have i always been this messed up. Ill take their skulls, gather them in a nice shrine for you to pray to and remember, always remember I was rite there with you. In your mind in your soul i can feel you in my head.

Couldent you have just walked away that day? mabe told me to go screw. No....this is fate I know. More exploisions... more death its all the same no matter how i cut this cake. you know what though.. In a screwed up way.....this cake... is some GOOD stuff. And the recipe is so simple. Litte chaos....dash of blood... and a hint of lies and PRESTO! insta-cake.

I cry a litte though....well a lot... everyday.....in my head.....things i cant feel. Do you
know how hard it is? to remeber and yet forget all at once. to breathe and hold your breath?
i supouse u dont (laughter) why the HELL would you. Ill tell you what though, your just as weak as all of us....just flesh and blood as fragile as the next. Find a pivit point and rip it. Sway it to the left right up donw anyway and the’ll all crack. when they crack the brain spills free releseing evey broken thought. Evey supresed emotion.

But I miss you....plese come back. I’ll reverse it all i promise....Ill take away all the evil somehow. Im stronger than most... hell who else would go to this lenght for a heart? cant we just be and rest forever....ill even settle for your corpes at this time... just a kiss of your flesh on mine. so....irrisitable....tatnalizing even. You drive me mad (laughter) CLEARLY! (laughing) by the way all joking aside.........i love you.......