You ruined me, My heart, My mind, Me, I am not the same,
I want to cry, I want to scream it loud, I want to fight, But my heart has been broken one t… I want to be somewhere I know tha…
GET OUT! Get out of my head, STTTTOOOPPPPPP!!! Why are you doing this to me? Who are you anymore?
A long time ago I finally stopped… for monsters, Because I began to realize that t… They were inside me, All the monsters that I was afrai…
Can you see who I am underneath a… I hope you cant, You would’nt be able to bare it, You would see all the pain that ha… You would see all the aching needs…
An ultimate secret, It consumes you, It destroys you from the inside ou… Like a cancer, It spells your doom,
I have been broken, I have been torn, I have been beaten, I have been hated, Many are the afflictions that have
My past has followed me and I jus… I’m not the same as I once was, Leaving my past disarray, I still can’t believe the person… I’m trying so hard to change,
Can you hear me screaming, I need help, I have done it again, I have hurt myself again, I am undergoing so much pain,
I feel them, They’re all around, Invading the very air that I brea… Trying to destroy me, Trying to kill me,
I feel my heart racing in my chest… I hear it beating in my ear, But yet I feel like I have died, I don’t know what I’m feeling, You said you wouldn’t hurt me agai…
For years I have ran from what yo… You ruined my innocents, You ruined how I felt about mysel… I had so many nightmares of you ge… What you did should have never hap…
The sound of your voice as you whi… It’s so soothing and calming, It brings me back down to earth, Makes me want to melt into your ar… The sound of your voice is peacefu…
The sun is gone and the flowers di… Words are spaces between us, And I should have been drowned in… So break me down if it makes you f… But you can’t break me down even i…
It won’t let me forget, Forget what you done, What everyone done, It is following me everywhere I g… Invading my breathe each time I b…