Can you imagine, part 2...
If I were sitting where you were,
I would wonder what I was peering at as well.
I too would feel confusion
I too would start to wonder– Hmmmm?!
And my mind would drift off too.
And then I would hear about fucking on the counter
About my heart about to explode out of my chest
I would think back to the last time someone eye me like prey
And how my vision was reduced to one single thought.
Oh, yes...
He’s got my attention now
Because my mind is making me stir crazy.
I cannot remember tasting lips so sweet
Teeth sinking into my flesh
I was going to get caught,
But what the fuck did I care?
I was too hard, too wet to notice a world existed anywhere else.
My nerves are on fire
I can’t concentrate
What have they done to any sense of reason?
Seasons come and go laying on the tile floor
Legs wrapped through summer groans
And the sweat drips down like Autumn rain
I’m frozen in the tundra because I came so goddamn hard...
And lust blooms again as furniture falls like leaves...
Slam me against the door
I want your heart
Blown apart inside of me
And it is so fucking confusing
I can’t open my eyes...
I can’t stand stand anymore
What does it even matter?
Who needs an ego with all of this
Bliss wrapping me up and stealing my mind?
In a bind if I choose to let go
Shall I show them my bad side?
Sliding up and down as time ticks by
High as a kite and as grounded as a
Child playing in the mud
Who’d of thought that 5 minutes previously
I’d be contorted like a gymnast
In the slimmest conditions?
My shins aching from the strain
And the pain... it hurts so good...
Wait, was I just dreaming?
It seemingly real
Surreal, perhaps.
Living in one man’s dream
For not 5 minutes
But for one eternal moment.
Christopher Loflin
16 Jan 2008
