The joy
The joy has chased the darkness away my heart feels alive my despair has gone away but I regret it will come again sadly my eyes fill with tears knowing my happiness won’t last so I get sad and enjoy the rest of my day for once in a lifetime
(2015)
I am for once happy
#IAmHappy
I sit in the corner of a room with… It is hard to keep up with there e… Help me here I have to stop them One is good one is bad one is happ… Help me stop the war can’t these e…
Demons are every where they watch… They feed on my sad soul They controll my life They fill me with hatred Angels come
Every step I take in life I feel like I am walking the hall… As if shame is what stalks me I feel like my life is just one bi… Filled with sadness, mysery and re…
The thread of life is what each on… It could get cut at anytime at any… For the knife of a thousand deaths… Or you mite just get the knife in… So if you have a golden thread don…
Everyday I wake to a life hearing… That to me is just a dream It is telling me cruel things that… Sadness fills my heart Hatred fills my soul
I regret the day of my grandpas death if only they were immortal like me for I am immortal I regret there death but they were old if only immortal at least they shall roam imortal in th...
Once again I sit alone, sitting o… I don’t mind at all To me it is fine being lonaly I Sketch on paper Of things I see
Water rising Drowning everything in its path Like a ball of water It drowns hundreds, thousends and… The water ball drowns everything
One by one they fall around me One by one they drown without me One by one they fry without me One by one there thoughts decay wi… One by one they disappear
My mask is happy but underneath is… Witch to me is not so bad I live… With to me is quiete sad I live in a strange life filled wi… But I may be different it does no…
Everyday I walk threw the halls h… They are very mean I just ignore there words I am mostly wish I never sat with… Oh why, why, why are they with me…
We all have our gaurdin Angels th… They protect us in our lives Watch us as we work and play They protect us where ever we go But sometimes they have to let us…
My heart is failing it is darkened the shadows of evil have taken over I fell my self bleeding with despair I am all alone with my hatred of the evil that surrounds my world I am all ...
Pain Sadness Misfortune Insecurity Jealousy
My mind is dark most of the time m… Evil is inside I feel that dark t… I feel that every thought has a ec… As if demons are what keeps dark t…