Apparatus Apparition
2005
Oh crowded loneliness, wont you join me tonight
let us build bridges to the other side
I wish I was there for tonight or forever
I would tie myself up, for noone shall us sever
Oh sweetest emptiness, wont you fill my cup
let it spill on red carpet, let me clean it up
I wish Id believe in a higher sense of this all
but it would require guts and wings to not fall
Oh beloved bitterness, wont you sweeten my day
let me stun the flatulance and blow me away
I spin and feel sick, and I know its a test
I both stalk and crawl, but Im doing my best
Oh crooked sickness, wont you poison my blood
and let me return to former belief in a God
I wish I had answers, but Im always wrong
I wish Id had more time to grow strong
Oh human fickleness, wont you hold my hand
lets drop anchor now, I think I can see land
I wish I could keep this moment forever in mind
I wish I could escape the oh so daily grind
Oh shiny eagerness, wont you overcome
my emaciated limbs, and endow me the sun
I have eyesight but cant see the right road
I wish I had legs that could carry my load
O dulcet lazyness, dont you call me a liar
when I say that I can extinguish the fire
But now I cant slouch nor think of any other concern
cause my sleep apparatus said that Ill always burn
