June 13th, 2023
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
