The feeling of quickening, realis… Spinning eyes, can’t focus, cant s… The purple lies on my nails, showi… That I need to eat and sit and br… Need to just calm myself and prete…
So when i’m dead and done, Ashes alone. Give me to the guys who wanted me. So they too can have a piece of me… like many men before.
Have you ever wanted to carve your… With a giant + and the persons nam… Surrounding it in an uneven unreal… Well I have I’ve wanted to carve my name into…
Gotta stand up, Stretch out my aching legs. Pull up my “big girl” pants, Act like its just another day. I’ve gotta be strong,
You just sit there waiting for wor… You keep on playing like it’s a ga… And don’t act like a hard man caus… Don’t you act like my dad when you… Step up mister I’m so bad ass!
I dont wanna be your walk away one i wanna be your whole lifes dream… you wont replace everything i’v lo… but you are my just cause. And iv fallen like iv never fallen…
I’m so heart broken, We still haven’t spoken. God i’m choking, Are you just joking. This pain inside,
You said why am I not screaming But the truth my dear I can’t My wings where clipped And now I’m chipped Like the good pet I am
For I’m the one Unlucky The one who prayed Never ending Needing pleading
Thighs and finding them with this… these hips that tell hella lies calves like baby calves was i a pretatory animal made up to run
I used to fear death Thinking about what would happen If I dead My body rotting Or being buried or burned alive
Maybe if i’d been less stupid deluded to the fact that i’m that the girl so many kne… the broke shell no longer the same… And now wordwormed guys poke out t…
Eyes back on the screen of my iPo… To distract me From the fact Iv been in bed four… So tired So sore
You used to be my dream I would of gave everything To call you my partner In crime and in life I’d of given up all to be your wif…
You came on Monday After I had reorganised my home You showed up crying And I already knew It was a pleasure to once be your…