Cutting
So much for sobriety
Had enough drink
To kill somebody
Just to wash down the pain
And drown out the voices
Acting high and mighty
Like God gave me choices
Yeah laugh cause it’s funny
Oh fuck this shit honey
I’m too old to play your games
I’m too tired and too lame
To act like your ignoring doesn’t hurt
Like am I just kicking at the dirt
Causing a dust cloud
Acting hurt when I’m trying to find out
What’s happening
Cause I honestly dunno
Guess this is where all my bad shit goes
I liked you and I was wrong
Letting go of Ray hurt more then I let on
Liking someone felt fresh
But I couldn’t see
That liking someone else
Was always gonna hurt me
