(2010)
I wrote this when i would never have a date on valentines day, i never wanted one i just always wanted love i knew it was there but was so hard to find, until i finally gave up and it found me finally =]
What made you so cruel Was it the killing of your smashed… What happened to you That you had to take your own shit… Do you forget iv had worse before?
Why are you still beaten when he left you, you hear me right? Why flutter when you see him, why hurt me oh so much Why sad eyes are you tearing when he made you cry so much Why skin ...
You have no idea how godly i first thought of you how when i seen you i felt like the dirt below your shoes for forgive my lack of holding every word you say i cant remember all them...
On hands and knees crawling fromw the dieaase of humanity your birth 24 years ago was the end of my world
When will it be me That someone waits to reply Idle hands held by their phones si… And three dots and typing reply Pops up
Life is much like working You arrive late early or on time You open up. You grow. You push, and pull
Something changed In the wind Weather that normal bites me Leaving me feeling Warm again
I’m like the mirror, after a hit. The broken glass, It cant be fixed. Like a tiny thousand shards,
I use to fall so easy, to the idea of no turning back. Holding this heavy heart, wondering on after it... was long finished and long gone.
I used to fear death Thinking about what would happen If I dead My body rotting Or being buried or burned alive
So helplessly Careless to see The very mournful life That I have set to leave Behind the memories I once worn o…
Love me or hate me, You don’t gotta date me. I hate that you’re playing these g… But state you don’t play me, I gu… You say you hate the people who cl…
Razor blade reaction Sick of the retraction That men seem to pull Two weeks you can’t keep your hand… Asking can you come meet my family…
Are we looking for the higher powe… Sending us messages knowing all an… I dunno when it’s dark and I pray… Pretend religion and faith are the… And I don’t know where I’m going
Sometimes it’s hopeless And while I pretend I’ve got this I don’t quiet have a good grib rig… But baby If you let me