(2010)
I wrote this when i would never have a date on valentines day, i never wanted one i just always wanted love i knew it was there but was so hard to find, until i finally gave up and it found me finally =]
Breath “the pain is so hard” Just breath “you just dont understand” you wont bleed
After my first love, laid in jail… I Tried so much to find relief to… And when I found you thin and tal… Mismatched eyes and hair a mess I found a love I must confess
The only things stopping a blade f… Is the fact my family would find m… The fact my neice and new neice/ne… The fact my godson who is ten woul… The fact that maybe my friends wou…
If you could read this it would break you into pieces to know the girl you loved stopped caring long ago would it harm you knowing
Hopeless dreams All shattered From the moment it pasted Nothing mattered And I swear to god I felt my hear…
It’s amazing, How silence... Can become deafening. When you’re holding out hope, Listening.
Drop by drop, tick by tick, here it comes, can’t keep it in. And i lass out,
I didn’t know... this could happen. I didn’t know.... this is what love is. I didn’t know.....
Wanna use my voice for anarchy self proclaimed “prophet” in this… yet youll be drifting away always… claiming your sane in your own ins… Oh darling
Ticking straight at the start I came out screaming Red haired Grey eyed In a blood bathed battle cry
Fear gapping open Like the wounded chest cavity Rancit that runs from me A heart once beating Defeated over again
Soon you’ll be gone again, away again. My lover and friend, and while you leave me at a shadow… To find your own world,
I smell your t shirt to calm my own mind thinking about you is ruining me its like working unpaid overtime I cant save you
I’m so heart broken, We still haven’t spoken. God i’m choking, Are you just joking. This pain inside,
Breath it in, let the smell fill y… Can you taste it or smell it? It’s so sour and salted. Breath it in, the wasteland smell. Taste the Aluminium taste of lies…