To Bre
To love one without expectations is one of the most challenging things I have ever tried to do. I really thought I could pull it off, but I am just not wired that way. I want a relationship, one on one, monogamy, fifty-fifty, trust, support, honesty, and commitment. I tried so hard to be in an open relationship with you, I wanted you so badly that I stopped putting myself first. I molded myself into things that I am not and cannot be. I still fight this battle, I still want to try and be what you need.