when it is most impossible to be there for yourself

i didn’t call her because i felt like being alone and celebratory sex wasn’t going t… to validate another year of suffer… another notch in the belt

Once I was a psychopath who took quite a shine to his ax. Many times I’d leave a blood bath… but meticulously clean, and particularly keen,

illuminated with the yellowish-ora… parked alone now waiting to be driven away by the last man at the office dedicated to his job

Deep in The Milky Way they will meet again. Reflections, and shadows. Never-ending satellites crashing into never-ending stars.

two mountains hanker to reach across the valley always between them

she always turns a light on when she thinks of me checks under the bed to see if i left behind a kiss

we wait under a black umbrella beneath the branches of a silhouet… for clouds to be chased away by th… snarling jaws of light

some nights I talk to them because i have no pets and i am alone i make promises “tomorrow we will go for a walk”

i drag this carriage with a whip at my back slowly leading them to their destinations to their privileges

heaven throw me out but i’m keeping the halo you should have no doubt i am ready for limbo so hold me

early this morning fresh was the only way we could imagine ourselves soft to the teeth

i would never get my bar back so i went back waiting outside the entrance for m… to stop myself

in the name of what whispers we sing softly the final song of the end of the w… as a lullaby to each other and minor melodies pass over our l…