He.. Pale,..warmer Kissed ..sweet Wonder Precious blue eyes

How come I feel so numb When I love you so much it hurts How could you lay there so smug When I offered you all of me fore… Take your freedom

In the backround The people go by I hardly notice Not really sure why If they talk to me

So many nights I stared out My window In bewilderment And awe

She was The reason I Left you I didnt want To compete

And so I lost him To a thousand stars That twinkled His name Where his brighter days

Did you see me atleast a lil bit Did you feel the real in me? While you gave me shit Did you? Did you?

I am simple with my pen To write down words So easily given Yet to stop and give again I am nothing without the spirit

I have the need To borrow a heart This ones been Trampled and torn apart Dug up like a diggers grave

Your hands are so amazing Warm ..wet..hot... cold Rough... gentle ...soft..hard.. You lay like a Cheshire cat like The one from Alice in wonderland

Why am I nothing to you? That I cant even have a smile on… That I cant enjoy love That my heart isnt worth anything… Thats how you want me to live

The Goddess bears witness To all that surrounds her To further blaze her eyes of fire To all that has been done To all that ever will be

The more I see the more I cannot… The more I cry the more my heart… A tear is never wasted it runs dow… A cheek and is absorbed through th… Straight to the soul

Thank you As snow turns my bones You have dipped my heart in ice Thank you for the closure Once again