10/17/22
#Inawewithgod
You are, Loved. Beautiful. Caring. Charming.
It’s 2am My minds running, emotions high could I really do this life thing? could I make a better life for me? stuck in a daze..
You still think about me? You miss sharing things you never… Staying up late until the sun came… Being your authentic and vulnerabl… Or was it all make believe and you…
Moving on but still looking back t… My old life.. although I strive to keep moving,… something somebody
I know how it feels to drown in yo… It’s deep, dark and often times sc… But did you know there’s a light a… I know it might not seem like it r… Replaying
Sitting in the ER with a sick chi… I am angry, You left and started over, you lef… I became my worst fear I became a single mother.
Maybe I’m accepting what this wor… Treating people how they treat me… Nothing really changed I just tur… I’m fed up, tired of the same old… Wake up.. you’re turning cold, and…
It’s like my decrement has been so off I can’t decipher what’s for me and what’s not.. I’m losing my sense of way, I’m too distracted. I’m sadden by my choices it’s like I can’t get a g...
Overly optimistic for the new year… New love New hope New meaning of life.. New year new me they say,
Where should we go from here? The same ways, old ways or should… Running in circles Circles running It’s like cycles that never end.
You ever felt bad for leaving the… You ever felt relieved to let the… I’m leaving with no explanation I’m gone. The new me is arriving
Where was I before you? lost, broken, looking You brung me purpose, a reason God knew what I needed, someone a babygirl... you.
My provider, Jehovah Jireh. Make me whole again, heal the brok… Jehovah Rapha. My mind is going crazy, I need pe…
Who am I? What do I like? Figuring out me again, thinking ab… This time to myself is exposing me… What boundaries do I need to set?
This energy? Unmatched. My personality? One in a million. My mind?