9 months for you
My son
Down and out to much on one’s mind yet there
Is so much more to worry about
Is the time right is it wrong who will he be
Will we get along
Is he going to grow in to a man
Is there more so much to show
Will he walk when he talks what will he say
Will he know I love him
I gave him love everyday
Will he see me hurt dry my eyes
No matter what this is the kind of love that never
Dies will he be spunky will he be cool
When he has his first heartbreak
Will I brake rules
Will he come to me run from me
How will I teach him to be happy
Do things I’ve never done
9 months and it’s me and my son
My Prince my king my true love my everything
My joy my pain my loss my gain
A heartbeat inside that Isn’t mine
9 months count down will we be fine
No dad just you and me mother and son
Is this how it should be
You will be great more then grand because God
Blessed me with a second chance to do
Right to teach you
To be strong do what I couldn’t do
Fear still fills my head one day I’ll be dead
Will he take what I’ve shown him in vain
My son not nothing less then filled with sham
Or will he know above all close I loved him
The most hope is here but pressure sets
In my son is coming my first love yet again
Will he hurt me will I cry my son my
Joy hurt and pride
I love you more then you’ll ever know
I’m a single mother how can I let go
No matter what you look like who you
Become I carried you 9 hard months
Not all of it fun
But when you kick me when you move
I see I have so much to lose
I’ll never forget the shock that arised
When I found out you where inside
Even on my bad days when I want to die
Take the pain away I think of you
I think of me and how all I had was my
Mother to teach me and now I’ll teach you
To breath and be my son 9 long months
I carried you my first love so much youth
By Desiree Burrill
