Holding Back
Flurry days in a translucent misery.
Show me the way out.
Finding foreign mishaps
on a pouring throne.
Frozen in my view.
Fourteen years of swirling encasement.
Pastel drops acting in redemption.
My beautiful serpent
coil around my shattered self.
I’ll chase you until you know
how much I need you now.
Storming lights
pursuing what may never be.
Please don’t walk away
from the nightmare of short, sweet wantings
that is me.
Days of screaming red confessions.
Pastel drops acting in redemption.
My beautiful serpent
coil around my shattered self.
I’ll chase you until you know
how much I need you now.
Spinning in my own seeking.
Bleeding to hurt.
Hurting to feel.
Feeling to display my consideration for reality.
Silver recovery
never my intentions to love you.
Moments of heavy glitter in the dark.
Pastel drops acting in redemption.
My beautiful serpent
coil around my shattered self.
I’ll chase you until you know
how much I need you now.
The moments lost, regretting just how much I held back.
Remorse my fear.
I will never loose myself again.
Never close up anymore.
If that is what will keep you here.
(2014)
Graphic classification on what it felt like to love someone so much that you wish you could have showed them more.
