EVERYTHING THAT GLITTERS AIN’T GOLD

AS VULNERABLE CAN BE I STAND HERE NAKED, THE MOANING AND GROANING OF LAST NIGHTS PLEASURE STILL LINGERS IN BETWEEN MY THIGHS, KIT STILL SMITTEN WITH THE REMINENCE OF YOU INSIDE, DRIED UP SECRETION OF SWEET PLEASURE, SITTING STILL ON MY INNER WALLS.
NAKED I STAND HERE WHILE TEARS TRICKLE DOWN MY CHEEK IN AN ANGRY FLOW. MY FACE AFRAID AND ENRAGED, EMBARRESED AND CONFUSED AS EVERY PART OF ME YOU BRUISE.
WITH TYRANT RANTS OF RAVING MAD, IMPULSES OF HATRED AND INSECURITY.. ABUSE THAT PLUNDERS THE LIFE THATS LIVES INSIDE OF ME.
IM NAKED. MY HEART HAS BEEN TORN DOWN WITH THE PROMISE OF LOVE EVERLASTING. UNPROTECTED I AGREED TO THE TERMS OF GIVING MYSELF TO YOU COMPLETELY. MIND, BODY AND SOUL.

NAKED, HEART PULSING, MIND CONTROLLED BY LAUGHTER, LUST AND LOVE ALL SPIRILING DOWN THE ROAD. IM STANDING, LOOKING AROUND FOR MYSELF WONDERING WHO IS THIS FOOL STANDING HERE IN MY PLACE.
TO BE RUDELY AWAKENED BY A SMACK TO THE FACE. THE TEARS STAIN MY FACE.

HERE I AM AGAIN NAKED HALF SLEEP UNCONCIOUS ONLY TO AWAKEN AND HERE A RIGOROUS PLEA, OF BABY ILL NEVER, EVER DO IT AGAIN, YOU ARE MY LOVE, MY LIFE, MY BEST FRIEND...
RUN YOU IDIOT!!! YOUR MOMMA DIDNT RAISE NO FOOL!! HE WILL DO IT AGAIN YOUR THE PUNCHING BAG DONT YOU SEE?  THE REAL ME INSIDE OF ME YELLS WHO DA FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? WORDS JUST SLIP SO LOOSELY FROM YOUR TONGUE, INTO MY MOUTH CLOSED SHUT, MY LIPS ARE SEALED. I GLANCE SLOWLY AS THE LONGING FOR HIS TOUCH LEAVES ME, AS THE YEARNING OF HIS KISS LEAVES ME, AS THE CALM OF  OF HIS VOICE LEAVES ME.. I LAY THERE NAKED AS THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HIM LEAVES ME NAKED.

UNFORTUNATELY WE ALL KNOW OF SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH DOMESTIC ABUSE.. ITS REAL..
AND ITS ALL OF OUR RESPONSIBILITY TO END IT!!  STAND UP!!  
>3 Emmy