The best company
WE ARE NEVER ALONE WE ALWAYS HAVE OURSELVES AND GOD.
IT’S THIS FEELING OF LONELINESS, I’M FEELING TONIGHT THAT KEPT ME HOLDING ON TO PARTNERS WHO DIDN’T VALUE ME,
IT’S THIS FEELING OF ME INSIDE MYSELF I FOUGHT SO HARD, LAYING IN MY BED IN PAIN LONGING, WANTING TO FEEL A WARM BODY NEXT TO MINE.
IT’S THIS FEELING, I’M FEELING RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT, I SWALLOW MY SPIT LONGING FOR A KISS, A CLENCH MY THIGHS TOGETHER, I INHALE THE SMELL OF THE CANDLE BURNING ON MY DRESSER.
ITS THIS FEELING THAT KEPT ME, COMPLACENT, UNHAPPY, BITTER, UNLOVED, DEPRESSED, ABUSED & ENRAGED, SO TONIGHT I’M FIGHTING THIS FEELING OF LONELY. GOODNIGHT I’M GOING TO SLEEP, BECAUSE TONIGHT I HAVE THE BEST COMPANY I HAVE HAD IN YEARS ME, MYSELF AND I.
S.A.R.
(2014)
