My Death
‘Death is our eternal companion,’ Don Juan said with a most serious air. 'It is always to our left, at an arm’s length . . . It has always been watching you. It always will until the day it taps you.’
—Carlos Castaneda
My death
looks exactly like me.
She lives to my left,
at exactly an arm’s length.
She has my face, hair, hands;
she ages
as I grow older.
Sometimes, at night,
my death awakens me
or else appears in dreams
I did not write.
Sometimes a sudden wind
blows from nowhere,
& I look left
& see my death.
Alive, I write
with my right hand only.
When I am dead,
I shall write with my left.
But later I will have to write
through others.
I may appear
to future poets
as their deaths.
