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L. J. Slaferek

A Meaningless Poem

I don’t belong here
Destined for another place
So lonely
It crushes me
Falling through a black abyss
Every night is an eternity
Every day is an exhaustion
My fate is so unclear
Will I leave forever?
Or will I stay?
And never be myself  again
Will I let them change me?
Into someone, someTHING, I’m not
I don’t trust them
I don’t trust anyone
Will I leave?
Or will I stay?
Leave and end the torment
Stay and continue to be bent by it
It would be an easy choice
If only I didn’t have those
Whom cared so, so much about
Such a meaningless thing as
Me
Who am I?
What will be my choice?
The Answer is as uncertain to me as it is to you.

Written at 10:13 am on 05/19/2015.

© L.J. Slaferek

#Agony #Cold #Dark #Darkness #Death #Deception #Depression #Doom #Fear #Hidden #Hide #Insanity #Lie #Lies #Madness #Mask #Night #Nightmare #Numb #Pain #Sad #Sadness #Shadow #Suicide #Terror

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