Written at 11:40 pm on 02/28/2015.
© L.J. Slaferek
Fade away We all fade away We suffer In silence And the world likes it that way
The fall is less frightening Than the ledge upon which I stand To fly like a bird is freedom To stand like a monolith to pain i… The water looks so calm below
I’m fine It’s a sign Yes, I know you love me I can truly see My days are bright
Is it dark? Or am I blind? The spirals of encroaching night Betray the trust of the light. Shadows wail beyond the mist
I can’t keep up this race, So bone-chillingly lonely, Still lingering in this cold place… I’ve had this dream before... Pain, agonizing pain strikes again…
So cold, Why is it so cold? The air as I suck it in In gasping breaths After I have punched my knuckles…
There lies a wooden cabin Just big enough for one With a garden full of every colour… Growing softly, surely in the dark… With a pond to one side
Thoughts collapse Mind full of gaps Can’t escape Pain takes shape Cuts on a wrist
Oh, miserable love And beloved misery What is the meaning of it all? Why do I feel the cold sting of m… And the warm embrace of twisted wr…
Why me? What am I? Where do I belong? When did it get this bad? Questions that I cannot answer
What is the surest way to kill a m… A man strong of body Murder his soul Take his meaning Tear it to shreds of
The frost on the trees Glittering in the morning light A shroud of purest white Lies upon the field A blanket with the waves of a sea
Depression is... Like a towering mountain, On my back Like my shadow, Always there, always dragging me d…
Dim, grim, dark nights For thoughts to grow And darken even further still Sad, twisted, angry thoughts Swirl in the blackness that
Slip on the mask Can’t let them see you cry Smile through the pain Tolerate living for one more day A mask of lies