Written at 11:40 pm on 02/28/2015.
© L.J. Slaferek
#Agony #Alone #Anger #Cold #Dark #Darkness #Death #Deception #Depression #Doom #Fear #Hate #Hatred #Hidden #Hide #Insanity #Isolated #Lie #Lies #Lonely #Madness #Mask #Night #Nightmare #Numb #Pain #RageSad #Sadness #Shadow #Silence #Suicide #Terror
I can’t keep up this race, So bone-chillingly lonely, Still lingering in this cold place… I’ve had this dream before... Pain, agonizing pain strikes again…
I’m fine It’s a sign Yes, I know you love me I can truly see My days are bright
I don’t belong here Destined for another place So lonely It crushes me Falling through a black abyss
Tossing and turning in bed Whilst dark thoughts crawl in my h… Finding it impossible to fall asle… As the madness begins to creep Like a serpent slithering
He is lost Alone Is he dead? Is he alive? Trembling hands
Sweet, sweet Nothing What could be more beautiful than… For Something is always Broken, Destroyed, Ruined, Who wouldn’t seek to pursue Nothi…
There lies a wooden cabin Just big enough for one With a garden full of every colour… Growing softly, surely in the dark… With a pond to one side
Clear (Blurred) thoughts Crystal (Glazed) vision Fluffy (Misty tears) cloud Joy (Blood) boils up Heart soars (off a cliff)
Slip on the mask Can’t let them see you cry Smile through the pain Tolerate living for one more day A mask of lies
Dim, grim, dark nights For thoughts to grow And darken even further still Sad, twisted, angry thoughts Swirl in the blackness that
What is the most painful word? Is it hate? That abject raging emotion that… Hate can be fulfilled, one way or… Or maybe it’s sadness?
Shadows all around Smothering the ground Scraping along the walls Of my mind A thing of darkness
'Tic Toc’' The clock struck one There is a young man Who did not feel so young Who envied a clock the time it had
The words on the pages blur Fading away in a mist A mist of tears, floods In a waterfall, Like so many drops of blood
Ice cold Nice cold, Frosty breath Chilling death. Burning flame