Written at 11:40 pm on 02/28/2015.
© L.J. Slaferek
#Agony #Alone #Anger #Cold #Dark #Darkness #Death #Deception #Depression #Doom #Fear #Hate #Hatred #Hidden #Hide #Insanity #Isolated #Lie #Lies #Lonely #Madness #Mask #Night #Nightmare #Numb #Pain #RageSad #Sadness #Shadow #Silence #Suicide #Terror
Your inability to see What’s killing me Endlessly This is my destiny A loop of death
Shadows all around Smothering the ground Scraping along the walls Of my mind A thing of darkness
Thoughts collapse Mind full of gaps Can’t escape Pain takes shape Cuts on a wrist
They scream He cries She laughs Sound can be a powerful thing Songs can touch the heart
Screaming at the top of my lungs, Throat raw and ragged, And yet I make no sound. Blood pouring from my wrists, Ragged gashes forming a railroad u…
center WILL HE JUMP? HE STANDS THERE WAITING
Clear (Blurred) thoughts Crystal (Glazed) vision Fluffy (Misty tears) cloud Joy (Blood) boils up Heart soars (off a cliff)
The Colours Are Almost Gone ‘Countless bursts of colours swim… Vivid explosions of expression That know no bounds That never had bounds
Where do I go Where do I run When each breath means pain The pain of going on Which is far worse than
Slip on the mask Can’t let them see you cry Smile through the pain Tolerate living for one more day A mask of lies
My hopes have turned into air I simply could not care Spring is here My time is near Depression’s terrible snare
I hate smiling, Because it’s always fake. I hate laughing, Because it’s always empty. I hate this heart,
The smile hides the tears The laugh conceals the pain The jokes save them from his suffe… “I’m fine” he says “I’m okay” he says
Writing poetry at 4 am Is not as romantic as the poets sa… It is not with love I write Or hatred It is neither
Dim, grim, dark nights For thoughts to grow And darken even further still Sad, twisted, angry thoughts Swirl in the blackness that