Written at 11:40 pm on 02/28/2015.
© L.J. Slaferek
#Agony #Alone #Anger #Cold #Dark #Darkness #Death #Deception #Depression #Doom #Fear #Hate #Hatred #Hidden #Hide #Insanity #Isolated #Lie #Lies #Lonely #Madness #Mask #Night #Nightmare #Numb #Pain #RageSad #Sadness #Shadow #Silence #Suicide #Terror
Sweet, sweet Nothing What could be more beautiful than… For Something is always Broken, Destroyed, Ruined, Who wouldn’t seek to pursue Nothi…
They scream He cries She laughs Sound can be a powerful thing Songs can touch the heart
Thoughts collapse Mind full of gaps Can’t escape Pain takes shape Cuts on a wrist
Dim, grim, dark nights For thoughts to grow And darken even further still Sad, twisted, angry thoughts Swirl in the blackness that
Tossing and turning in bed Whilst dark thoughts crawl in my h… Finding it impossible to fall asle… As the madness begins to creep Like a serpent slithering
I’m fine It’s a sign Yes, I know you love me I can truly see My days are bright
There is a beautiful glade Covered in white roses Shimmering in the sunlight Ranks of tall trees with golden le… Surround the glade
The fall is less frightening Than the ledge upon which I stand To fly like a bird is freedom To stand like a monolith to pain i… The water looks so calm below
You can’t see me My eyes are closed So you can’t look into them Besides, your eyes are closed too. You can’t touch me
Doomed to wander endlessly 'I cannot hear a sound’' Then suddenly, a sound that is not… 'I cannot smell anything’' Then immediately, a scent unlike a…
So cold, Why is it so cold? The air as I suck it in In gasping breaths After I have punched my knuckles…
Where do I go Where do I run When each breath means pain The pain of going on Which is far worse than
When you’re too tired to feel Too numb to care When there’s no one there To hold you close The Darkness obliges
I don’t belong here Destined for another place So lonely It crushes me Falling through a black abyss
I can’t keep up this race, So bone-chillingly lonely, Still lingering in this cold place… I’ve had this dream before... Pain, agonizing pain strikes again…