Rage Against Mother
She did nothing as he raped us.
She did nothing as he murdered the neighbor’s dog.
She did nothing as he whipped us.
He drugged us & knocked us out.
He raped us & tried to kill us.
The torture & torment.
He got away with it all is how that went.
The gun "mama’ got him was for his own protection.
I still remember I have recoalition.
So he had it everytime someone called the cops.
It would be in his left hand behind the open door.
Law enforcement knew nothing & still don’t.
It was 1988 to 1991.
The sick bastard had his fun.
Now “mother” just lays in a puddle of piss.
I am sure the past is not something anyone would want to live over or miss
Everyday all day with no ambition or goals.
The filth & stench surround her.
Nothing beautiful or eye pleasing.
Just stale air & wheezing.
She is almost 80 & she doesn’t care how she looks, smells, or feels.
The same with her house.
The only time she felt he had to go was when he threw a knive at “my brother”.
After all that I no longer wanted her as a “mother”, I disowned then all by changing my name in 2008.
To control my own destiny & dictate my own fate.
Choose myself who I do or don’t want to date.
He put alcohol in our drinks.
As minors so we could not be concisous to consent or think .
A disgust I could not stand.
He made me carry their dead bodies by the handful to the toilet to flush with my bare hands.
He kept dead fish in the freezer.
© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved
(2015)
