(2014)
root it out the tiny bit left that says someone’s in charge not you. don’t let it live
may be too onerous a task for those not starving. lucky
was all stupid. you weren’t that entertaining. i find it all only sad now, that
man, it’s hard to come down from impossible hopes seemingly
the very idea that i could be
yes, darling you should come & take care of me, someone has to, & you
shut my eyes and squeeze my demand, the point of a spear. what will happen.
i could not conceive of such beauty, it had to hit me like it has. nothing
no means no. no response means no. (everyone knows maybe means nothing
you are guilty of failing to love and understand me, like a dog is guilty of failing to speak or use
we were all talking, things taking shape as they do, when someone said, be desireless, like that is at all a thing people
reflecting on the moment before, would be useful only were it not already perfect.
there are never really any angels in god’s company, it really just pretends them
bring me things to break myself upon till
cool this angst some with beer, amazing how it works, three in and suddenly ashamed that i could hate