Going through a tough time in my life, It made me sick thinking that some people, even concider suicide... I believe poetry is so some much stronger if you express yourself on paper. I actually really hate knives to be honest...
It lightens my pathway, I follow, there’s no where else to… Where it would take me I didn’t know.. Surrounded by darkness
Hush, keep quiet, No ones to know, This place so secret, Is ours alone, The snow so soft,
It doesn’t matter where you came f… It doesn’t matter when you were th… It doesn’t matter where you are no… As long as you still care.. You left me there waiting..
**Written about two pups my cousin… Our family didn’t want us. They didn’t seem to care. They took me and my brother. Down the road, and left us there.
Running so very far away, I’m trapped in this world, Where I cannot stay, Around my head, There’s this cloud of grey,
Hunny do you hear me? Hunny do you care? I’m waiting for you darling, This really isn’t fair. I was oh so good to you,
Her tears fall like diamonds, & gently hit the floor, She doesn’t want to do it, But she cant take anymore. She fiddles with her scarf,
The swing set, The see-saw, The sand pit, And soccer ball. I remember,
I’m just one person, Alone in this world, I’m just one person, A small unknown girl, I hide from the world,
Trying so hard, Just to fit in, But so many lies, Are hidden within, Imperfection..
Looking deep within his eyes, I see so much hope, But yet I despise How he can cover all those lies. He walks around, he cannot see,
The lights were all on, The T.V on low, Asleep on the couch, With no one else home. Dreaming sweet dreams,
I held my hands up, But couldn’t stop it, The demon wanted to be fed, There was nothing I could do, As it grabbed at my clothing,
The break up was a heart ache, And I’ve never felt the same, I used to be so angry, And I have you to blame.. But am I losing?
The wind felt so good, Against my silky coat, My mane flickered in the wind, The rope dangled across my throat, I thought that torture would never…