Going through a tough time in my life, It made me sick thinking that some people, even concider suicide... I believe poetry is so some much stronger if you express yourself on paper. I actually really hate knives to be honest...
I held my hands up, But couldn’t stop it, The demon wanted to be fed, There was nothing I could do, As it grabbed at my clothing,
Trying so hard, Just to fit in, But so many lies, Are hidden within, Imperfection..
He loves me I know, Scooping the petals off the ground… Thinking of our last kiss, I lay without a sound. The grass sways,
I still remember, Lying in that bed, A single window, And flowers by my head. The continuous beep,
Hush, keep quiet, No ones to know, This place so secret, Is ours alone, The snow so soft,
Hunny do you hear me? Hunny do you care? I’m waiting for you darling, This really isn’t fair. I was oh so good to you,
I’m just one person, Alone in this world, I’m just one person, A small unknown girl, I hide from the world,
Without you, my life Would be nothing, You just have this.. Certain something. My heart throbs,
Her fingers, her touch So soft on my skin Her voice is heard As her life begins. Healthy, bubbly
A little birdie sits Peacefully there, Waiting continuously, For you to come home, Never moving,
All our precious memories, Now aspects of the past, Your presence has left, Much to fast. I sit here waiting,
I travel this path, Of yellow bricks and sand, To end my journey, In the ever-lasting land. I’ve traveled long,
Looking deep within his eyes, I see so much hope, But yet I despise How he can cover all those lies. He walks around, he cannot see,
Cold shivers down my spine, The rain in my hair, Just one more thing, Do you still care? You said you loved me,
Laying in the snow, A rose so dark, Absorbing the night, That covers the park, A single pool of blood,