Must Escape His Love
THIS is a must
This type of love I’m trapped in
I have too much that I think my heart is trying to combat it
I’m talking of this love HE gives
The love I’ve always wanted
And when he says he loves me as a sister I always wonder if he is fronting
So I must escape his love
Only so I can try the other 3
Shoot and maybe figure out which love I want from him so I can choose what’s perfect for me
I sabotage a lot, try to stay distant
I try to deny that there isnt any sign of affection and that my heart is no longer listening
But those ways of hiding doesn’t work
The feelings don’t stay inside
I must escape his love because then I would not fear the feelings that I hide
It’s a battle with myself
A fight with my better half
If only I could choose which way I want my heart to blast
Blow up like a bomb
If only I could escape into another persons arms
Yes I’m running, fearful of a pain I won’t forget
I will afraid that ill be trying to escape his love until I find the one to give me bliss
I can’t provide it for him, whatever that love is that he wants
I realized that with me that love is all Agape and nothing else
I’m running so I won’t hurt myself any longer
So I must escape his love so that everything else will be stronger
So that being one with myself will be where I want it to be
I guess I’m saying that I must a escape his love so that I can continue just loving me
~HYPEQUEEN~
