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Painted picture in your head– you… Everyone I meet– sings this same… Do I have to look and act like yo… Judgement and accusations must be… A fight is what they all seem to w…
Why can’t I simply relax. Relentless, in come these attacks. Was it that simple for me to be tu… Broken, with the mask of the rude. Simplicity was never that way.
Days of thoughts, ideas and issues that were so crucial at the time now seem to slip the mind.
If I let her up will she behave? A vicious bite Entranced by the dance As she moves in play. Head held high
Shedding my skin. Doing everything I can to change… Can’t shake this feeling I’ll be going under soon. While parts of me slowly learn to…
Who do you talk to when there’s no… Crying for help but they all stop… Trained minds becoming more painfu… There’s more to this life than the… Wake up now, why can’t they see?
Blank slate Is that what you call fate? Diamond inside the square shape. Never late. Take your time we set a date.
Joining forces With dark horses Tell me, how your cards did fall. Blindly following suit To reasoning turned moot.
Public enemy number one. Everywhere I go someone tries to… Sit here, do this, don’t do that,… Critque how I live, my choices an… But sit and line up to watch me ev…
Will the timing of me– set me free… If I think hard enough My brain might blow up. From what ifs and because What happened or what was.
A second chance– second breath another heartbeat. Movement coming in faster have to get back on my feet. Let it all go. Who I am
Negative thoughts consume me. Personal cloud cover– weather alwa… Impatience has always breathed thr… Clearing the haze– flowers bloomin… I’ll know when it’s my time to shi…
I met you on a Tuesday. In the cold section After work. Made your way right to me. Even had on a nice shirt.
Ok, I got it. Had to think real hard about What I may have wanted. A little spark to revive my heart Sure, let’s get on it.
My poems tell a story But I post them out of order. All this la di da in my brain– nee… With words– it’s become a hoarder. Or do I have a disorder?