The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

You broke my heart.
But I should have stayed away fro
But I am not afraid to miss you.
It was my beautiful moment that I
I do not have to deny how I feel.

You were always one of a kind.
You were always there when I need
You gave me a love ever so pure an
But me having to live with out you
You gave me such an amazing childh

He gazes into my eyes.
He pays attention to my lustful cr
He touches me and I quiver.
He kisses Me in ways that I shive
His fingers touch my skin.

I am compelled under your spell co
I feel a connection with you so ve
I have desired you since the day w
Not letting you in long before is
I love to be lost into the magic y

Who I am you will never see
As I prefer to remain a mystery.
All you think you know and desire
Is not the truth you speak and mak
I am the one who will challenge yo

Seems like just yesterday I was a
Now I am a growing woman craving
Dreaming of unicorns and wishing t
Longing for the first kiss of true
The beautiful feeling of falling i

I saw you walk past me the other d
There were so many words i wanted
Once upon a time you and i were in
But something tore us apart so sad
Now your like a stranger to me.

I’m going to open up to my rawest
And try make you understand someho
I might scare you away for good.
After I tell u all my deepest fee
To me you are so much and more.

A perfect warm summers night.
The sky lit up with stars shining
The Rhythm of the sultry music in
As our eyes gaze and we got lost i
Our Hips moving closer and close

I just feel like running away.
I am so sick and tired of the game
The lies and deceit.
The manipulative minds that you me
I wanted to go somewhere with you

I’m lost in a world unknown.
I have rebelled against what I w
Trying to find my inner peace.
I have to let my soul just relax a
I am stuck between reality and fan

I had to force myself to let you g
I had to watch you leave as my hea
The tears I had to force myself t
The moment I watched you walk awa
I just wanted to reach out and gra

The war within my heart.
It’s a war which refuses to part.
The feelings i try so hard to hide
The emotions I try to put aside.
I hate letting my heart feel.

You came back to me.
After many years of setting you fr
You tell me that you wish we never
You want to take us back to the st
How do you expect me to welcome yo

I look at old pictures of you.
I feel pain I never knew.
I try not to hurt when you cross m
The unbreakable bond we shared was
I am so sorry I have not put my p

What is left if me,
Is all bare and open to see.
I’m left open with wounds so raw,
As iv been hurt too much and feels
My wounds bleed never ending.

It was a love affair so memorable
I would get so caught up and lost
Falling so hard and deep into you,
Was the biggest mistake my heart h
In a moment I was feeling ever so

It’s a powerful feeling.
It controls our sense of being.
It hurts you in the worst possible
It can often lead you to betray.
It sets your soul alight.

I fear to feel the pain.
I hide away from those who constan
What is this world I am stuck in.
Who made these rules that are a so
The heart wants what it wants and

You challenge my thoughts all day.
You take my mind to another place
You are like an addiction to me.
A craving so consuming I just can
I want to hold you.

I just wish I could tell you.
I wish you could know what’s true.
The insults and emotional abuse.
The way he degrades me and won’t l
He has a dark side so bad to expla

I feel as though i am walking down
My mind us so heavy and feels like
I feel so trapped within my soul.
Wondering around looking trying to
Have I lost the adventurous girl

I feel so lost inside.
A sadness I try so hard to hide.
Stuck in a world where I don’t be
A life where I can’t decide what
A new experience I need to explor

Dark clouds that cover the blue sk
The thunder roaring as the sky ope
The cold dark stormy days.
I gaze out my window and watch how
Tiny droplets dampening the ground

You will be forever In my heart
Even though you are gone and we ha
I never thought the day would come
My heart is broken but i suppose t
All memories of you are just not e

It’s time to chase my dreams and b
It’s time for me to start living a
I need a new start.
Time for the old me and myself to
I need to challenge aĺl my dreams.

Who knew this is how I would feel
Thinking something was there but t
Mistakes I have made.
The needs from others I obeyed.
Now I am finally the person I tru

The hardest thing in this life for
Is to keep my mind heart and soul
I try my hardest to not allow myse
That awful moment of reality when
I try to push off all of our memor

My soul ever so black.
Torture I can never take back.
Allowing love to take control,
Has made me forsaken my soul.
Intensity that fuels the demons I

Iv been waiting my whole life for
A soul mate someone to who opens
I quietly wait to be near you agai
I wait patiently until then.
Your presence your voice and your

There is a place I long to be.
A place that will set me free.
Filled with beauty and serenity.
A place that will inspire me.
I imagine it will have an enchanti

The lessons I have learnt.
The bridges I have let go and bur
The many mistakes I have made.
The the things that keep me afraid
My world I took for granted.

Living in a fantasy.
Between what is real and what coul
Torn between what Is right from w
Yearning to know where I belong.
The choices I never realised I wo

I believe in many things.
All the wonderful blessings that l
I believe In love so true and rar
I believe in feeling magic From a
The enchanting stars that shine so

I wish for you one day,
That all your sadness and fear wil
I hope for you to awaken one more
And you will find peace in your co
I know you are fragile, rare and m