The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

It is just another day.
Wishing that you were here to stay
Knowing these cherished moments wo
Knowing that this is forecast to b
Another touch of your skin.

When your heart is broken apart.
The pain demands to be felt right
For you to feel the real pain,
Is absolute knowledge you need to
It’s a lesson unfortunately most h

Touch me again.
Don’t stop till I scream when.
Push deeper inside once more.
Let my inner goddess explore.
Grab my body ever so tight.

When I feel lonely I long to talk
When I feel lost or confused I mi
I miss you more than I could expl
Losing my person is driving me ins
Without you I am alone with my ev

My mind keeps wondering in your di
My body longs for your touch with
I wish you could just leave my min
A moment of our desire is what I
I would risk it all for one last f

What is left if me,
Is all bare and open to see.
I’m left open with wounds so raw,
As iv been hurt too much and feels
My wounds bleed never ending.

Can’t you open your eyes to see.
That she is not where you should b
Look my way just one more time.
Then you will see that you should
Give yourself to me once again.

Take a moment and gaze deep into m
Can you tell apart my truth from m
You think you have a powerful hand
If only you could see the truth I
I know I confuse everyone I meet.

A perfect warm summers night.
The sky lit up with stars shining
The Rhythm of the sultry music in
As our eyes gaze and we got lost i
Our Hips moving closer and close

I think about heaven and the other
I think about all the hopes and dr
The shining warm su.n .
The reality from which I run.
The sweetest moment I recall.

As I lay awake late at night.
It is like a constant battle and a
My mind starts to think over time.
I just want to close my eyes and r
But it is a struggle and always fe

I promise to always do my best.
I promise to always put you above
I swear ill never intentionally hu
I swear ill to cherish our love an
A promise i make you will never be

Ever since I can remember I have
whether it comes from a touch or j
The feeling of an explosion rushin
The feeling of life with ever chan
A burst of ecstasy and desire

Beautiful are the waves the crash
Beautiful are the rivers and Wate
The stars that shine so bright.
The moon like a gazing fire in the
Waters that are ever so clear and

The hardest thing in this life for
Is to keep my mind heart and soul
I try my hardest to not allow myse
That awful moment of reality when
I try to push off all of our memor

I can sit for hours staring into t
My mind wondering and continues to
I get lost in another world comple
Think of him and fantasise so swee
He is my favourite escape and dist

Sometimes in life we are fortunate
Someone who can truly understand h
A special friend who accepts you.
And you find a friendship ever so
The one person who can always see

I can’t understand why you mess wi
I feel as though I have been misl
It is like you have two sides to y
One who makes me feel amazing and
And another that wants to see me f

One of his last words to me was to
And when I find this beach I must
Is it paradise that he was needing
To start a new and leave this old
He always knew what I needed and

I feel as though i am walking down
My mind us so heavy and feels like
I feel so trapped within my soul.
Wondering around looking trying to
Have I lost the adventurous girl

Why do I feel this way.
Why can’t I make this feeling go
I feel like I should regret ever
You make me feel that being with y
You make me smile at just the thou

Seems like just yesterday I was a
Now I am a growing woman craving
Dreaming of unicorns and wishing t
Longing for the first kiss of true
The beautiful feeling of falling i

I’m stuck in an illusion.
A world which is filled by another
A life filled with doubt.
A heart bleeding and begging to be
A confusion so hard to figure out.

You appeared from out of no where.
You made my heart skip a beat from
I could not stop wondering how you
Are you still the same man if only
So many things I long to ask you.

He gazes into my eyes.
He pays attention to my lustful cr
He touches me and I quiver.
He kisses Me in ways that I shive
His fingers touch my skin.

I believe in many things.
All the wonderful blessings that l
I believe In love so true and rar
I believe in feeling magic From a
The enchanting stars that shine so

Some day soon I will be stronger.
Some day soon my my fortunes will
One of these days I will have the
One of these days my life’s purpos
At some point my soul will be pure

Destiny is the bridge you build to
It’s your beautiful gift sent from
Our fate is written amongst the st
Eventually we will forget all our
Life is an everlasting adventure.

What satisfies my soul.
What is my life purpose and goal.
What is it that I really need.
What gives me the passion to succe
Why am I feeling so lost and far

I see right through you.
I see things you claim not to be t
I have listened to your deepest da
I have felt your pain and your tea
You have confided in me in so many

So many times I opened up my soul
So many times I trusted you and b
You crushed my heart in a million
Do you know how much I have cried
I was completely fooled by all you

History that is set on repeat.
Mistakes I can never defeat.
Burdened memories that haunt me.
Pain I cannot allow free.
My soul broken from unhealed wound

I’m lost in a world unknown.
I have rebelled against what I w
Trying to find my inner peace.
I have to let my soul just relax a
I am stuck between reality and fan

You took my hand.
You made a stand.
So many years later and we are sti
After all the confusion and fear.
You are my best friend.

A pause from what is real.
Allowing Myself to just feel.
Living in the moment with you.
Discovering a fantasy I never kne
Forgetting reality for a short whi