The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

I’m lost in a world unknown.
I have rebelled against what I w
Trying to find my inner peace.
I have to let my soul just relax a
I am stuck between reality and fan

It was a love affair so memorable
I would get so caught up and lost
Falling so hard and deep into you,
Was the biggest mistake my heart h
In a moment I was feeling ever so

When your heart is broken apart.
The pain demands to be felt right
For you to feel the real pain,
Is absolute knowledge you need to
It’s a lesson unfortunately most h

I once had you, my muse, that memo
You were the man who completely ma
Your every word spoken played on m
A person I thought i was destined
You have always been my favourite

I just feel like running away.
I am so sick and tired of the game
The lies and deceit.
The manipulative minds that you me
I wanted to go somewhere with you

Just leave my thoughts for one day
Just don’t leave my life and make
Your love is my poison drowning M
You should never have spoken those
You have consumed me In every way

I see right through you.
I see things you claim not to be t
I have listened to your deepest da
I have felt your pain and your tea
You have confided in me in so many

Ever since I can remember I have
whether it comes from a touch or j
The feeling of an explosion rushin
The feeling of life with ever chan
A burst of ecstasy and desire

Can’t you open your eyes to see.
That she is not where you should b
Look my way just one more time.
Then you will see that you should
Give yourself to me once again.

I’m going to open up to my rawest
And try make you understand someho
I might scare you away for good.
After I tell u all my deepest fee
To me you are so much and more.

I thought about you today.
Seems as though some memories will
You feel so close yet so far away.
I sometimes wish for you to leave
You imprinted my fragile soul.

You were always one of a kind.
You were always there when I need
You gave me a love ever so pure an
But me having to live with out you
You gave me such an amazing childh

Sometimes in life we are fortunate
Someone who can truly understand h
A special friend who accepts you.
And you find a friendship ever so
The one person who can always see

I need you so much.
Longing for your touch.
Feels like it’s been forever.
Since we shared our last moment to
I miss the scent of your skin

Who knew this is how I would feel
Thinking something was there but t
Mistakes I have made.
The needs from others I obeyed.
Now I am finally the person I tru

I never stopped missing you.
I never stopped believing out love
I wished for you to come back for
I hoped you would return and see w
Now you are here.

How many times can karma keep infe
With its intense pain and bringing
I can only take so much.
I’m stuck in its aggressive never
Living in a whirlwind of the worst

I promise to always do my best.
I promise to always put you above
I swear ill never intentionally hu
I swear ill to cherish our love an
A promise i make you will never be

A heart ever so true
Once was all yours and belonged s
A heart ever so fragile and rare
But you crushed it and left it in
You were the one that my heart had

He gazes into my eyes.
He pays attention to my lustful cr
He touches me and I quiver.
He kisses Me in ways that I shive
His fingers touch my skin.

So many times I opened up my soul
So many times I trusted you and b
You crushed my heart in a million
Do you know how much I have cried
I was completely fooled by all you

History that is set on repeat.
Mistakes I can never defeat.
Burdened memories that haunt me.
Pain I cannot allow free.
My soul broken from unhealed wound

I always hoped my future would be
I was always in fear I’d find my
I want a life filled with magic an
A future that Involves adventure
A world where life is what I drea

Destiny is the bridge you build to
It’s your beautiful gift sent from
Our fate is written amongst the st
Eventually we will forget all our
Life is an everlasting adventure.

Living in a fantasy.
Between what is real and what coul
Torn between what Is right from w
Yearning to know where I belong.
The choices I never realised I wo

I think about heaven and the other
I think about all the hopes and dr
The shining warm sun.
The reality from which I run.
The sweetest moment I recall.

The truth is what I have been try
All this time has past but still a
It always was always will be you.
You were the only one who ever mad
I tried so hard to block you out o

It’s time to chase my dreams and b
It’s time for me to start living a
I need a new start.
Time for the old me and myself to
I need to challenge aĺl my dreams.

I just wish I could tell you.
I wish you could know what’s true.
The insults and emotional abuse.
The way he degrades me and won’t l
He has a dark side so bad to expla

I wish for you one day,
That all your sadness and fear wil
I hope for you to awaken one more
And you will find peace in your co
I know you are fragile, rare and m

One of his last words to me was to
And when I find this beach I must
Is it paradise that he was needing
To start a new and leave this old
He always knew what I needed and

Seems like just yesterday I was a
Now I am a growing woman craving
Dreaming of unicorns and wishing t
Longing for the first kiss of true
The beautiful feeling of falling i

Touch me again.
Don’t stop till I scream when.
Push deeper inside once more.
Let my inner goddess explore.
Grab my body ever so tight.

Beautiful are the waves the crash
Beautiful are the rivers and Wate
The stars that shine so bright.
The moon like a gazing fire in the
Waters that are ever so clear and

This very moment we are in,
Is where the best part of our live
From now until the end,
I will be your best friend
I will love you with every part of