The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

I never stopped missing you.
I never stopped believing out love
I wished for you to come back for
I hoped you would return and see w
Now you are here.

It was a love affair so memorable
I would get so caught up and lost
Falling so hard and deep into you,
Was the biggest mistake my heart h
In a moment I was feeling ever so

When I feel lonely I long to talk
When I feel lost or confused I mi
I miss you more than I could expl
Losing my person is driving me ins
Without you I am alone with my ev

I can remember it like it was just
Although those memories have been
The first time your lips kissed mi
The way I thought we would be tog
They way you would touch me and ho

Why don’t you always listen to the
I wish the compass of my thoughts
Could direct me to make you hear w
What I think and the actions that
are a game completely out of play.

You are my utmost conclusion to em
You make me feel real love and dev
Being with you completes my soul.
Loving you is my life purpose and
I love you with my whole heart.

As I sit here again my mind start
I sit back in despair and pour mys
Alone Is how I feel right now
I lost it again some how
All i can feel is The hurt and pa

Where do I go from here.
My heart is fuelled by fear.
Loving someone so strong.
But they believe it’s just wrong.
How long must I wait.

What is left if me,
Is all bare and open to see.
I’m left open with wounds so raw,
As iv been hurt too much and feels
My wounds bleed never ending.

You broke my heart.
But I should have stayed away fro
But I am not afraid to miss you.
It was my beautiful moment that I
I do not have to deny how I feel.

I can’t understand why you mess wi
I feel as though I have been misl
It is like you have two sides to y
One who makes me feel amazing and
And another that wants to see me f

My mind keeps wondering in your di
My body longs for your touch with
I wish you could just leave my min
A moment of our desire is what I
I would risk it all for one last f

History that is set on repeat.
Mistakes I can never defeat.
Burdened memories that haunt me.
Pain I cannot allow free.
My soul broken from unhealed wound

The war within my heart.
It’s a war which refuses to part.
The feelings i try so hard to hide
The emotions I try to put aside.
I hate letting my heart feel.

Should I believe in all you say.
Should I believe you won’t leave
My heart is no longer an open door
As to many times its been broken a
Anger hurt and lies.

So many times I opened up my soul
So many times I trusted you and b
You crushed my heart in a million
Do you know how much I have cried
I was completely fooled by all you

I have never been one to follow th
I have always voiced my opinions a
I like to live in another dimensio
A world cut off from societies att
My beliefs are difficult to explai

One of his last words to me was to
And when I find this beach I must
Is it paradise that he was needing
To start a new and leave this old
He always knew what I needed and

I often wonder off into my deepest
I dream of a beautiful soul so pur
I imagine a life with dreams never
A life where I can stop pretendin
Imagine I didn’t follow society.

Beautiful are the waves the crash
Beautiful are the rivers and Wate
The stars that shine so bright.
The moon like a gazing fire in the
Waters that are ever so clear and

My soul ever so black.
Torture I can never take back.
Allowing love to take control,
Has made me forsaken my soul.
Intensity that fuels the demons I

The way you touch me.
How you allow this moment set us f
The lust in your eyes.
The touch my body longs for and ne
The warm sweet taste of your kiss.

You appeared from out of no where.
You made my heart skip a beat from
I could not stop wondering how you
Are you still the same man if only
So many things I long to ask you.

This reflection that I see.
The person in the mirror is it rea
At a time I can remember life in
The beginning the start of my life
An innocent bright eyed child.

I just feel like running away.
I am so sick and tired of the game
The lies and deceit.
The manipulative minds that you me
I wanted to go somewhere with you

I am yours why can you not see.
My heart bleeds for you to set it
My heart beats only for you.
You make my life worth all it goes
You bring something that makes me

Life opens like a rare flower.
Life demands you to challenge your
A journey into bitter sweet myster
Memories made that will create his
An inspiring venture to embrace.

Ever since I can remember I have
whether it comes from a touch or j
The feeling of an explosion rushin
The feeling of life with ever chan
A burst of ecstasy and desire

I’m lost in a world unknown.
I have rebelled against what I w
Trying to find my inner peace.
I have to let my soul just relax a
I am stuck between reality and fan

Just leave my thoughts for one day
Just don’t leave my life and make
Your love is my poison drowning M
You should never have spoken those
You have consumed me In every way

I need you so much.
Longing for your touch.
Feels like it’s been forever.
Since we shared our last moment to
I miss the scent of your skin

In this moment I can feel.
It’s like a rush of ecstacy so sur
Even just the touch of his skin
Burns inside of me from deep with
I get lost into the stare of his e

It’s time to chase my dreams and b
It’s time for me to start living a
I need a new start.
Time for the old me and myself to
I need to challenge aĺl my dreams.

Who I am you will never see
As I prefer to remain a mystery.
All you think you know and desire
Is not the truth you speak and mak
I am the one who will challenge yo

If only I had you in my arms righ
If only destiny would accept and a
If only we embraced this at a diff
Then perhaps you could always and
Your mind has all the power to ins