The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

Take a moment and gaze deep into m
Can you tell apart my truth from m
You think you have a powerful hand
If only you could see the truth I
I know I confuse everyone I meet.

Destiny is the bridge you build to
It’s your beautiful gift sent from
Our fate is written amongst the st
Eventually we will forget all our
Life is an everlasting adventure.

Sometimes in life we are fortunate
Someone who can truly understand h
A special friend who accepts you.
And you find a friendship ever so
The one person who can always see

I can’t understand why you mess wi
I feel as though I have been misl
It is like you have two sides to y
One who makes me feel amazing and
And another that wants to see me f

My love for you seems to be an eve
A revolver just waiting for me to
An illusion that I cannot let go.
A feeling that no body can ever kn
My imagination of you.

In this moment I can feel.
It’s like a rush of ecstacy so sur
Even just the touch of his skin
Burns inside of me from deep with
I get lost into the stare of his e

I just wish I could tell you.
I wish you could know what’s true.
The insults and emotional abuse.
The way he degrades me and won’t l
He has a dark side so bad to expla

Should I believe in all you say.
Should I believe you won’t leave
My heart is no longer an open door
As to many times its been broken a
Anger hurt and lies.

Just leave my thoughts for one day
Just don’t leave my life and make
Your love is my poison drowning M
You should never have spoken those
You have consumed me In every way

I saw you walk past me the other d
There were so many words i wanted
Once upon a time you and i were in
But something tore us apart so sad
Now your like a stranger to me.

Who I am you will never see
As I prefer to remain a mystery.
All you think you know and desire
Is not the truth you speak and mak
I am the one who will challenge yo

The truth is what I have been try
All this time has past but still a
It always was always will be you.
You were the only one who ever mad
I tried so hard to block you out o

As I sit here again my mind start
I sit back in despair and pour mys
Alone Is how I feel right now
I lost it again some how
All i can feel is The hurt and pa

I look at old pictures of you.
I feel pain I never knew.
I try not to hurt when you cross m
The unbreakable bond we shared was
I am so sorry I have not put my p

Years have gone by.
Yet the thought of you makes my so
Just that one glance of.your eyes.
Makes my knees weak and my heart c
The way your lips purse when you s

When your heart is broken apart.
The pain demands to be felt right
For you to feel the real pain,
Is absolute knowledge you need to
It’s a lesson unfortunately most h

You appeared from out of no where.
You made my heart skip a beat from
I could not stop wondering how you
Are you still the same man if only
So many things I long to ask you.

I feel so lost inside.
A sadness I try so hard to hide.
Stuck in a world where I don’t be
A life where I can’t decide what
A new experience I need to explor

I’m stuck in an illusion.
A world which is filled by another
A life filled with doubt.
A heart bleeding and begging to be
A confusion so hard to figure out.

I once had you, my muse, that memo
You were the man who completely ma
Your every word spoken played on m
A person I thought i was destined
You have always been my favourite

This very moment we are in,
Is where the best part of our live
From now until the end,
I will be your best friend
I will love you with every part of

Ever since I can remember I have
whether it comes from a touch or j
The feeling of an explosion rushin
The feeling of life with ever chan
A burst of ecstasy and desire

Are we denying the true meaning
Of our unexpected feeling.
Why did two souls bond so deep.
Why does my heart weep.
Is it you I was searching for all

I see right through you.
I see things you claim not to be t
I have listened to your deepest da
I have felt your pain and your tea
You have confided in me in so many

I always hoped my future would be
I was always in fear I’d find my
I want a life filled with magic an
A future that Involves adventure
A world where life is what I drea

Beautiful are the waves the crash
Beautiful are the rivers and Wate
The stars that shine so bright.
The moon like a gazing fire in the
Waters that are ever so clear and

I sit back and close my eyes and b
Can you feel it my heart beating s
Listen carefully embrace every sou
Let us just float here together an
Get lost in my eyes and enchanting

I am yours why can you not see.
My heart bleeds for you to set it
My heart beats only for you.
You make my life worth all it goes
You bring something that makes me

Dark clouds that cover the blue sk
The thunder roaring as the sky ope
The cold dark stormy days.
I gaze out my window and watch how
Tiny droplets dampening the ground

Where did it all go so wrong.
We were both waiting for this mome
The loss I have to feel.
This was never meant to be part of
Thinking of you with another.

Touch me again.
Don’t stop till I scream when.
Push deeper inside once more.
Let my inner goddess explore.
Grab my body ever so tight.

I fear to feel the pain.
I hide away from those who constan
What is this world I am stuck in.
Who made these rules that are a so
The heart wants what it wants and

You were always one of a kind.
You were always there when I need
You gave me a love ever so pure an
But me having to live with out you
You gave me such an amazing childh

My soul ever so black.
Torture I can never take back.
Allowing love to take control,
Has made me forsaken my soul.
Intensity that fuels the demons I

A heart ever so true
Once was all yours and belonged s
A heart ever so fragile and rare
But you crushed it and left it in
You were the one that my heart had