The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

When your heart is broken apart.
The pain demands to be felt right
For you to feel the real pain,
Is absolute knowledge you need to
It’s a lesson unfortunately most h

She is wild and carefree.
A free spirit who may become your
A beautiful chaos a, an unforgetta
But that won’t make you love her a
She breezes into lives and leaves

My mind keeps wondering in your di
My body longs for your touch with
I wish you could just leave my min
A moment of our desire is what I
I would risk it all for one last f

I look at old pictures of you.
I feel pain I never knew.
I try not to hurt when you cross m
The unbreakable bond we shared was
I am so sorry I have not put my p

The war within my heart.
It’s a war which refuses to part.
The feelings i try so hard to hide
The emotions I try to put aside.
I hate letting my heart feel.

I feel so lost inside.
A sadness I try so hard to hide.
Stuck in a world where I don’t be
A life where I can’t decide what
A new experience I need to explor

Ever since I can remember I have
whether it comes from a touch or j
The feeling of an explosion rushin
The feeling of life with ever chan
A burst of ecstasy and desire

Why do I feel this way.
Why can’t I make this feeling go
I feel like I should regret ever
You make me feel that being with y
You make me smile at just the thou

He gazes into my eyes.
He pays attention to my lustful cr
He touches me and I quiver.
He kisses Me in ways that I shive
His fingers touch my skin.

I fear to feel the pain.
I hide away from those who constan
What is this world I am stuck in.
Who made these rules that are a so
The heart wants what it wants and

I just wish I could tell you.
I wish you could know what’s true.
The insults and emotional abuse.
The way he degrades me and won’t l
He has a dark side so bad to expla

Destiny is the bridge you build to
It’s your beautiful gift sent from
Our fate is written amongst the st
Eventually we will forget all our
Life is an everlasting adventure.

I feel as though i am walking down
My mind us so heavy and feels like
I feel so trapped within my soul.
Wondering around looking trying to
Have I lost the adventurous girl

Seems like just yesterday I was a
Now I am a growing woman craving
Dreaming of unicorns and wishing t
Longing for the first kiss of true
The beautiful feeling of falling i

Just leave my thoughts for one day
Just don’t leave my life and make
Your love is my poison drowning M
You should never have spoken those
You have consumed me In every way

I’m going to open up to my rawest
And try make you understand someho
I might scare you away for good.
After I tell u all my deepest fee
To me you are so much and more.

In this moment I can feel.
It’s like a rush of ecstacy so sur
Even just the touch of his skin
Burns inside of me from deep with
I get lost into the stare of his e

When I feel lonely I long to talk
When I feel lost or confused I mi
I miss you more than I could expl
Losing my person is driving me ins
Without you I am alone with my ev

Life opens like a rare flower.
Life demands you to challenge your
A journey into bitter sweet myster
Memories made that will create his
An inspiring venture to embrace.

It was a love affair so memorable
I would get so caught up and lost
Falling so hard and deep into you,
Was the biggest mistake my heart h
In a moment I was feeling ever so

Take a moment and gaze deep into m
Can you tell apart my truth from m
You think you have a powerful hand
If only you could see the truth I
I know I confuse everyone I meet.

I promise to always do my best.
I promise to always put you above
I swear ill never intentionally hu
I swear ill to cherish our love an
A promise i make you will never be

Cold lonely nights.
Never ending pointless fights.
I just need you.
In my eyes you are the only thing
Life at this moment is so cold.

Where did it all go so wrong.
We were both waiting for this mome
The loss I have to feel.
This was never meant to be part of
Thinking of you with another.

I never stopped missing you.
I never stopped believing out love
I wished for you to come back for
I hoped you would return and see w
Now you are here.

You took my hand.
You made a stand.
So many years later and we are sti
After all the confusion and fear.
You are my best friend.

I see you from across the room.
My butterflies start to bloom.
By Just a glance of your eyes.
My soul cannot deny it’s cries.
Your voice melts my heart.

So many times I opened up my soul
So many times I trusted you and b
You crushed my heart in a million
Do you know how much I have cried
I was completely fooled by all you

Dark clouds that cover the blue sk
The thunder roaring as the sky ope
The cold dark stormy days.
I gaze out my window and watch how
Tiny droplets dampening the ground

If only I had you in my arms righ
If only destiny would accept and a
If only we embraced this at a diff
Then perhaps you could always and
Your mind has all the power to ins

You appeared from out of no where.
You made my heart skip a beat from
I could not stop wondering how you
Are you still the same man if only
So many things I long to ask you.

I’m lost in a world unknown.
I have rebelled against what I w
Trying to find my inner peace.
I have to let my soul just relax a
I am stuck between reality and fan

I had to force myself to let you g
I had to watch you leave as my hea
The tears I had to force myself t
The moment I watched you walk awa
I just wanted to reach out and gra

You never leave my mind.
You are the one I always wished t
I never stopped thinking about you
I just wish you feel the same as
Was it all an illusion.

Iv been waiting my whole life for
A soul mate someone to who opens
I quietly wait to be near you agai
I wait patiently until then.
Your presence your voice and your