The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

My mind keeps wondering in your di
My body longs for your touch with
I wish you could just leave my min
A moment of our desire is what I
I would risk it all for one last f

I’m stuck in an illusion.
A world which is filled by another
A life filled with doubt.
A heart bleeding and begging to be
A confusion so hard to figure out.

A heart ever so true
Once was all yours and belonged s
A heart ever so fragile and rare
But you crushed it and left it in
You were the one that my heart had

Ever since I can remember I have
whether it comes from a touch or j
The feeling of an explosion rushin
The feeling of life with ever chan
A burst of ecstasy and desire

If only I had you in my arms righ
If only destiny would accept and a
If only we embraced this at a diff
Then perhaps you could always and
Your mind has all the power to ins

I feel so lost inside.
A sadness I try so hard to hide.
Stuck in a world where I don’t be
A life where I can’t decide what
A new experience I need to explor

I had to force myself to let you g
I had to watch you leave as my hea
The tears I had to force myself t
The moment I watched you walk awa
I just wanted to reach out and gra

It’s time to chase my dreams and b
It’s time for me to start living a
I need a new start.
Time for the old me and myself to
I need to challenge aĺl my dreams.

Deep in the dark of the night
I see a bright shining awakening l
It’s shining brighter Than the ot
As I gaze deeper into the night
I get completely lost in its sight

As I sit here again my mind start
I sit back in despair and pour mys
Alone Is how I feel right now
I lost it again some how
All i can feel is The hurt and pa

Living in a fantasy.
Between what is real and what coul
Torn between what Is right from w
Yearning to know where I belong.
The choices I never realised I wo

Are we denying the true meaning
Of our unexpected feeling.
Why did two souls bond so deep.
Why does my heart weep.
Is it you I was searching for all

Years have gone by.
Yet the thought of you makes my so
Just that one glance of.your eyes.
Makes my knees weak and my heart c
The way your lips purse when you s

I’m lost in a world unknown.
I have rebelled against what I w
Trying to find my inner peace.
I have to let my soul just relax a
I am stuck between reality and fan

I believe in many things.
All the wonderful blessings that l
I believe In love so true and rar
I believe in feeling magic From a
The enchanting stars that shine so

Seems like just yesterday I was a
Now I am a growing woman craving
Dreaming of unicorns and wishing t
Longing for the first kiss of true
The beautiful feeling of falling i

Where did it all go so wrong.
We were both waiting for this mome
The loss I have to feel.
This was never meant to be part of
Thinking of you with another.

The truth is what I have been try
All this time has past but still a
It always was always will be you.
You were the only one who ever mad
I tried so hard to block you out o

Little miss Scarlett
it was only a year ago I held you
Finally I have you to be forever
A joyful moment of absolute bliss,
An explosion of unconditional love

Take a moment and gaze deep into m
Can you tell apart my truth from m
You think you have a powerful hand
If only you could see the truth I
I know I confuse everyone I meet.

Who I am you will never see
As I prefer to remain a mystery.
All you think you know and desire
Is not the truth you speak and mak
I am the one who will challenge yo

The lessons I have learnt.
The bridges I have let go and bur
The many mistakes I have made.
The the things that keep me afraid
My world I took for granted.

A perfect warm summers night.
The sky lit up with stars shining
The Rhythm of the sultry music in
As our eyes gaze and we got lost i
Our Hips moving closer and close

I see right through you.
I see things you claim not to be t
I have listened to your deepest da
I have felt your pain and your tea
You have confided in me in so many

So many times I opened up my soul
So many times I trusted you and b
You crushed my heart in a million
Do you know how much I have cried
I was completely fooled by all you

The way you touch me.
How you allow this moment set us f
The lust in your eyes.
The touch my body longs for and ne
The warm sweet taste of your kiss.

I once had you, my muse, that memo
You were the man who completely ma
Your every word spoken played on m
A person I thought i was destined
You have always been my favourite

I need you so much.
Longing for your touch.
Feels like it’s been forever.
Since we shared our last moment to
I miss the scent of your skin

When I feel lonely I long to talk
When I feel lost or confused I mi
I miss you more than I could expl
Losing my person is driving me ins
Without you I am alone with my ev

You will be forever In my heart
Even though you are gone and we ha
I never thought the day would come
My heart is broken but i suppose t
All memories of you are just not e

Just leave my thoughts for one day
Just don’t leave my life and make
Your love is my poison drowning M
You should never have spoken those
You have consumed me In every way

Where do I go from here.
My heart is fuelled by fear.
Loving someone so strong.
But they believe it’s just wrong.
How long must I wait.

I fear to feel the pain.
I hide away from those who constan
What is this world I am stuck in.
Who made these rules that are a so
The heart wants what it wants and

Touch me again.
Don’t stop till I scream when.
Push deeper inside once more.
Let my inner goddess explore.
Grab my body ever so tight.

I think about heaven and the other
I think about all the hopes and dr
The shining warm sun.
The reality from which I run.
The sweetest moment I recall.