The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

The lessons I have learnt.
The bridges I have let go and bur
The many mistakes I have made.
The the things that keep me afraid
My world I took for granted.

Just leave my thoughts for one day
Just don’t leave my life and make
Your love is my poison drowning M
You should never have spoken those
You have consumed me In every way

What satisfies my soul.
What is my life purpose and goal.
What is it that I really need.
What gives me the passion to succe
Why am I feeling so lost and far

History that is set on repeat.
Mistakes I can never defeat.
Burdened memories that haunt me.
Pain I cannot allow free.
My soul broken from unhealed wound

Where do I go from here.
My heart is fuelled by fear.
Loving someone so strong.
But they believe it’s just wrong.
How long must I wait.

I had to force myself to let you g
I had to watch you leave as my hea
The tears I had to force myself t
The moment I watched you walk awa
I just wanted to reach out and gra

You broke my heart.
But I should have stayed away fro
But I am not afraid to miss you.
It was my beautiful moment that I
I do not have to deny how I feel.

I watch him from the corner of my
He is a curiosity my hunger needs
Every day he passes me by.
His mystery is an obsession I can
The way he licks his lips in the m

When your heart is broken apart.
The pain demands to be felt right
For you to feel the real pain,
Is absolute knowledge you need to
It’s a lesson unfortunately most h

For years I never understood why
I just never figure out how you se
Now you have come to give me closu
These buried feelings I thought w
If I told you how much I have mis

The way you touch me.
How you allow this moment set us f
The lust in your eyes.
The touch my body longs for and ne
The warm sweet taste of your kiss.

He gazes into my eyes.
He pays attention to my lustful cr
He touches me and I quiver.
He kisses Me in ways that I shive
His fingers touch my skin.

I promise to always do my best.
I promise to always put you above
I swear ill never intentionally hu
I swear ill to cherish our love an
A promise i make you will never be

Dark clouds that cover the blue sk
The thunder roaring as the sky ope
The cold dark stormy days.
I gaze out my window and watch how
Tiny droplets dampening the ground

The war within my heart.
It’s a war which refuses to part.
The feelings i try so hard to hide
The emotions I try to put aside.
I hate letting my heart feel.

I just wish I could tell you.
I wish you could know what’s true.
The insults and emotional abuse.
The way he degrades me and won’t l
He has a dark side so bad to expla

Some day soon I will be stronger.
Some day soon my my fortunes will
One of these days I will have the
One of these days my life’s purpos
At some point my soul will be pure

One of his last words to me was to
And when I find this beach I must
Is it paradise that he was needing
To start a new and leave this old
He always knew what I needed and

Who knew this is how I would feel
Thinking something was there but t
Mistakes I have made.
The needs from others I obeyed.
Now I am finally the person I tru

Cold lonely nights.
Never ending pointless fights.
I just need you.
In my eyes you are the only thing
Life at this moment is so cold.

Seems like just yesterday I was a
Now I am a growing woman craving
Dreaming of unicorns and wishing t
Longing for the first kiss of true
The beautiful feeling of falling i

A heart ever so true
Once was all yours and belonged s
A heart ever so fragile and rare
But you crushed it and left it in
You were the one that my heart had

It’s a powerful feeling.
It controls our sense of being.
It hurts you in the worst possible
It can often lead you to betray.
It sets your soul alight.

I see you from across the room.
My butterflies start to bloom.
By Just a glance of your eyes.
My soul cannot deny it’s cries.
Your voice melts my heart.

I need you so much.
Longing for your touch.
Feels like it’s been forever.
Since we shared our last moment to
I miss the scent of your skin

Why do I feel this way.
Why can’t I make this feeling go
I feel like I should regret ever
You make me feel that being with y
You make me smile at just the thou

Seems like just yesterday I was a
Now I am a growing woman craving
Dreaming of unicorns and wishing t
Longing for the first kiss of true
The beautiful feeling of falling i

It’s time to chase my dreams and b
It’s time for me to start living a
I need a new start.
Time for the old me and myself to
I need to challenge aĺl my dreams.

I look at old pictures of you.
I feel pain I never knew.
I try not to hurt when you cross m
The unbreakable bond we shared was
I am so sorry I have not put my p

I’m stuck in an illusion.
A world which is filled by another
A life filled with doubt.
A heart bleeding and begging to be
A confusion so hard to figure out.

Iv been waiting my whole life for
A soul mate someone to who opens
I quietly wait to be near you agai
I wait patiently until then.
Your presence your voice and your

I’m going to open up to my rawest
And try make you understand someho
I might scare you away for good.
After I tell u all my deepest fee
To me you are so much and more.

Who I am you will never see
As I prefer to remain a mystery.
All you think you know and desire
Is not the truth you speak and mak
I am the one who will challenge yo

Sometimes in life we are fortunate
Someone who can truly understand h
A special friend who accepts you.
And you find a friendship ever so
The one person who can always see

I often wonder off into my deepest
I dream of a beautiful soul so pur
I imagine a life with dreams never
A life where I can stop pretendin
Imagine I didn’t follow society.