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Jax

Alone

As I sit here again my mind starts to over think
I sit back in despair and pour myself a strong drink
Alone Is how I feel right now
I lost it again some how
All i can feel is The hurt and pain
It’s like history repeating it’s self all over again
I cry and think Where did it all go so wrong
My life seems to be an endless sad love song
I try to ease my pain and numb my heart
While sitting holding back tears cause we are apart
I try not to let my thoughts get control of Me
I need to escape and set my mind free
Maybe I deserve to feel this way
I have to force myself to not beg him to stay
Feeling so empty and so afraid
My mind is over working and my heart feels played
Why are we given happiness for only this short while
My heart was touched and I could smile
Maybe it all was a mistake after all maybe I should never again let my heart and soul fall
Once again I allowed my heart to feel
But once again it was gone so fast like it was not even real
To me Love has never been fair
And I always get left Alone hurting and in despair
I have never wanted to live my life alone
I think it’s time to rather let my heart not feel and turn to stone

(2014)

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Gary W Rusty A. Gouveia
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