To Nik Bean, You'll be missed greatly.
(2014)
I’VE BEEN TRYING TO W… THIS SMILE LIKE A SP… THE FEARLESS EXCITEM…
Its 5 AM and I’m still up and I… Other than I am completely and Undeniably in love with you. I love your smile, the one you get… I randomly start laughing.
I used to look at you believing th… All those nights I spent staring… Looking back, I can’t remember wh… I think we fall in love, hoping it…
He said he loved her, Just as he always did, He promised forever, Yet she was careless and believed, One day he did say he loved her,
They told her not to jump, Because she may fall, They told her not to gamble, Because she may lose it all, They told her not to care,
I used to tell myself I wasn’t je… Only territorial. I didn’t want w… Wasn’t mine, I just protected wha… Mine. But I want you, no, I NE… And you turned this silly little s…
You say you’ll always be there, You’ve known my secrets all along. I’m not good at being vulnerable, I like to pretend that I’m strong… You think that you can help me,
I am happy when I eat fresh fruit… When I burst out laughing, When I discover a new song, When I finish a good book, When I wake up and feel relaxed.
She was beautiful Not in the way that some have Crystal clear ocean eyes A double zero on a jean tag Or waves of gold
I keep writing you poems I publish them and all, But those readers don’t understand them the way you would.
Just because I’m not like you, Doesn’t make me weird. Just because I’m not like everyon… Doesn’t make me different. Just because I’m not like society…
I love you. And I need you. And I want you. No, I crave you. I crave you like a smoker craves n…
people used to believe that the stars were gods and constellations controlled your fate and people believed that if they studied the stars enough eventually they would know what would h...
I said I wanted to be beautiful l… so you shattered me into pieces an… I said I’d spent my entire life s… so you spent every second you coul… I said the eternal fire of our lov…
I want you back. I want you to lo… I’m not really sure what made you… There’s so many reasons for someon… me. You know it’s funny; every cha… you argued with my opinion. You ne…