(2013)
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup