(2013)
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…