(2013)
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.