(2013)
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you