(2013)
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.