Every time I take,
a look in the mirror,
I think of how I “coulda” “shoulda” “woulda” appeared
Soon 2 pounds turns 5 to 10,
and the gruelling purge cycle,
starts all over again
Not a single time, I would learn my lesson
But you cant get through life
with out a little depression
The struggle seems endless;
too much to bare,
almost as bare as the body I wear.
Just skin and bones, and not much to lose,
I begin to wonder, “Why am I in these shoes?”
Then I remember, “I’m here for a reason.”
that thought started fading by the end of last season.
**
She walked yet she stumbled,
head hanging low,
thats not the girl that I used to know.
And soon all who knew her,
knew her no more
for she slit both her wrists,
and fell to the floor.