The Cycle of Anxiety and Depression

Fear of living
Fear of dieing
Feeling nothing
Feeling too much
Having both is chaos
what a way to live
Every night I scream
scream for relief
I envy those who have
normal thoughts
normal feelings
a normal life
I contemplate on why I exist
Why do I have to go through this?
If he is real or true as they say,
Then why must god treat me this way?
What have I done in my past life to deserve such agony.
Nowhere to hide
Nowhere to run
The black cloud follows me
taunts me, laughs at me
casts a spell on me to feel nothing
to have no emotions
When you think the pain is gone
anxiety takes over
now i feel too much
all the emotions hit me
all at once...

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