Floating in a sea of thoughts I can not grasp a single one I come so close But I fall so far As I come up for air

I followed you here I followed you there I gave everything I had You ask me to try again I don’t know why I say yes

I’ve seen it all I’ve live what seems like everywhe… Place to place Every month Something new

The pain is numbed But only for so long The monitors show a change You can’t do this normally The doctors will say

Love is like box of chocolates Or at least that’s what I’m told Our life is like poker A hand we are dealt My box is empty

Slowly into infinity Slowly into madness My mind creeps and crawls The worms will have me when I’m d… The earth to be my tomb

The tears won’t fall The pain is to strong Destruction behind The aftermath ahead I can’t trust anyone

Waking up In my bed A distant dream What was said It seemed so real

I look at you everyday You are my blessing You are my gift Your smile makes me laugh And every new thing

I walk along the shady path The ghosts of yesterday around me I see the remains of what we had Then bow my head in sorrow It is to late

A family as one A family apart One smile missing The other one gone No more laughs

Every day is the same So is every night I see your face and start to cry You broke my heart Tore it to pieces