Tonight’s magic show will be my la…
I have been working on my magic fo…
I am done.
Fantasy is such a beautiful place
Where you can be free
No cares in the world
No stress for me!
The days are longer
Surround my soul
Make me whole
A million voices.
—I like her—
“She doesn’t like you back.”
“Maybe she does! You never know!”
Enough lying to my face.
Enough pretending, you’re a disgra…
Enough crying, I’ll hit your mout…
Enough trying, you’ll just mess up…
Enough talking, you speak too much…
You hurt me
Burn me at the stake
Watch me as I die
Pain is just a game
My feelings are abundant.
All the wrong ones fill my heart.
I tell you how I feel all the tim…
Though there is nothing you can do…
I tell you that I am trying to mo…
Did you say something to me
Before I kicked you out my home?
I’m sorry I couldn’t hear you
Over the sound of me packing your…
And throwing it out the door
When I was a little girl
I knew my mother
Where were you when I needed you?
When my mother was in pain?
You were on the rode
Who are you to say my name?
Decomposing the walls in my head.
You should know I hate this game.
Simply watched me as I bled.
Fall into the rabbit hole.
You can never know who you are.
Just know that you aren’t alone.
I am sorry for telling you this wa…
But I cannot tell you to your fac…
My hands shake as I type.
My body freezes every night.
Will they find out who I am?
Beat me until I can’t stand?
People don’t believe you when you…
I hide form everyone
Not wanting anyone to see who I a…
Not wanting to be judged
Or to be punished for what I’ve d…
I’m such a criminal
She sits in the back
Wanting to be alone
But also yearning for those
That surround her
To give her the attention
Such a funny word
How we feel about ourselves…
That’s what it is fueled on
How much fuel are you giving it?