Life Holds No Rewind
Inside I feel I’m evil, but my mind tells me I’m kind .
I want so too do things over, but in life there’s no rewind .
I find memories are such a bitch, so many I’d love to erase .
Not unlike an unreachable itch, were what’s lost you can’t replace .
I free fell into this world, planned days there was not one .
I go out to enjoy the night, but seems I’m greeted by the sun .
Always out of sync, or at least I feel it’s so .
My bodies screaming stop, my mind yells go go go .
I try to pump my breaks, but there’s air within my lines .
I try to clear my thoughts, but it seems I’ve lost my mind .
There’s danger up ahead, somehow I see it clear as day .
I know I’m up there dead, soon they’ll carry me away .
Like a reflection in a mirror, showing things that’s yet to pass.
Fifty years seemed like forever, but now that I’m here it went so fast.
I’m now whom I use to laugh at, when I was that smart ass teen .
Life was happiness then death, with years of sadness in between .
