NFT is broken, she’s busted up it’s true, a shadow of her former self, emotionally black and blue. fucked up and disheartened,

what is it that you do to me, you found my prison and set me fre… I push you away but you won’t budg… I Fuck up and lash out but you ne… no matter how much I hurt you you’…

don’t dare to play the martyr, don’t try to shift the blame, don’t hate wen we give up and run… don’t try and deny my shame. don’t forget why you are lonely,

You hav a family who love you, A family who care, Who’ll do anything for you,  Who’ll always be there. You’re the love of my life,

as far back as I can remember, there’s always been a complaint, you’ve always told anyone who’ll l… about all the things I ain’t. how I hated you from the off,

I was ever such a happy girl but n… the smile hides tears and pain unr… darkness consumed her long ago it… it took away her ability to feel a… a hole where my heart used to be,

you’ll wake me up at 4am, and will not let me be, and though I may swear a little bi… I’m glad that you’re with me. I may stress out a little,

Little princess you’ve had a long… Running, laughing, keeping boredom… It’s been lots of fun but now you… You need plenty of sleep to look a… So take off your day clothes and p…

fucked up kid of messed up parents… dealing with lots of emotional stu… like not being male, and bad, scar… and never being good enough. dealing with their baggage as well…

My thoughts are no longer coherant… Strange thoughts terrorise and won… Eyes watching, judging and making… To destroy and desecrate me. I hear their whispers and witness…

little princess nearly grown up an… you’ve got your own mind and we so… you do things I disaprove of but i… and just coz we argue now, don’t t… dreamland is long forgotten replac…

why is it that you hate me so, why you really hate me dad, i know the reasons you’ve given to… that I’m wicked, immoral and bad. but I don’t fall for the bullshit,

well the penny’s finally dropped f… now Ive finally seen the light, shame it took me as long as it has… too start to put it right. on and off for a decade,

To all those who judge me, From the present on my past, Who sought to humiliate me and mak… You’ve failed coz I’m having a bl… Was down for so many years,

her heart is broken battered and b… her wounds are open and raw, being torn between two is taking i… her heart can’t take anymore. tears on her pillow and pain in th…