I close my eyes.
I take a breath,
my last breath.
I search for air,
but its not there.
I’ve gone too far this time.
I whisper, “I love you.”
And then I’m gone.
Gone from your life.
Gone from this world.
Who needs me?
Who wants me?
I swallow the pain and guilt.
It can end, the pain and guilt.
I’m a useless mess up.
I strip myself away from life.
For why? For you.
Don’t forget I will always love you.